Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Y3T3 -> FYP

Yeah!!! I've come to my last month for my lessons... In three weeks time, I'll finish all my lessons which I took, hehe 5 yrs, to complete (I tuang for 2 years la)..... Following that, I am suppose to do a Final Year Project on ASM (UOB Students should know).... Anyway, I really need help coz I got no experience or whatsoever on any companies, i.e. it'll be good if someone can provide help in somewhere or another.... :P

Anyway, if anyone of you who has readily available facts and details of your company, I'd be delighted if you'll be willing to help me out on this FYP of mine... Oh, by the way, ASM is Applied Strategic Management, i.e. analysis of company using SWOT / Porter's 5 forces / PESTEL Analysis.....

Pls help..... Thank you :D

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Audit 2006

This audit is the worst I've done ever since I've been in my job.... Last year, I gotta do other people's job, which I got no choice, but it was still alright.... But this year, itis ridiculous... The area of checks done by the auditors are... I suppose.... EXAGGERATING!!!! The amount of work for tidying up the mess is colossal.... If I were to single-handedly do everything by myself, I'd take at least 1 whole month (without sleep, eat and shite) to finish the work, i.e. 720Hrs or 43,200mins or 2,592,000sec non-stop to finish the tidying up...

Previously, I reported to my BOSS that I'm 50% ready for audit, but tomolo, I'm going to report for only 25%... Haha... After my visit to other places today, I found out that, I'm actually 'Nowhere there'... DIE!!!! HAHA!!! *amittaba*

Sorry to those who dun understand what work I do, coz I can't reveal... :P But whatever it is, i do hope this will end asap, coz if this still carries on.... I might go to my immediate boss for an ER!!!! (If you know what it means :P)

Expectations in Relationships (Part 1)

Sharlene>> Thanks for the contribution.... Waiting for your other parts... :P

Sharing with those "Puuurrrfect People' like me :(
My comment is "Most likely your expectations might not be met, coz you are just 2 different people. Your love you give will not be in the form of what you have given, but in a different form." I has taken many wrong moves before (this is just one of them), so dun be like me!!!

Very often, the expectations we have of others stem from our own
consciousness, our own psyche, and have little or nothing to do
with the other person.

When we take our own ideals, standards, and values and use them as
benchmarks of whether someone is good enough for us or good enough
to us, we're bringing unhealthy expectations into the relationship.
We then demand that the other person behaves in accordance with
these expectations. So when he or she eventually does something
that appears to be in deep contrast with the standards we've
projected onto them, we often feel hurt, betrayed, angry and
confused.

Have you ever done something nice for someone that you expected
them to like, but they weren't showing the enthusiasm about it that
you thought they might? It was something you would have appreciated
someone doing for you, so why didn't they like it?

When we base our perception of our partner using our own beliefs,
values and experiences, we're bound to be disappointed. We may then
begin to drive our partner away by becoming cold and aloof,
unappreciative, selfish and suspicious.

The truth is, people show us exactly who they are and how much they
care for us through their everyday behaviors. They wake up early to
prepare breakfast for us. They know exactly how we like our minced
meat noodles. They leave the last fishball for us. They call almost
everyday during lunchtime to see how we are. They sacrifice sleep to
go shopping for the freshest crabs to make chili crab for us. I
realise the high number of food-related examples, buy hey, I'm
Singaporean - eating is our life!

Give it some thought and you'll realise how many different ways
your partner shows you that he or she loves you. We need to stop
fantasising about how a perfect partner should behave. And we need
to stop suspecting that things are not as they are.

Take a moment to think about someone for whom you have developed a
set of expectations for. How accurate are the assumptions you have
made about this person's feelings and behaviors? Can you see that
many of your expectations of them really revolve around you and
your own feelings, beliefs, hopes, needs, and desires related to
the relationship?

That these things have been projected onto them?

Monday, September 25, 2006

感触...

Reading 1 of my fren's post make me feel that I'm a super GOONDO!! WTF!!!
1) Very often, we heard ppl say "There's no right or wrong where affairs of the heart are concerned" ..... Consult the other party to hear his / her view on this, then work out a way tt will be best for both parties.
2) Both r willing parties, and u know wat u r getting into in the first place...... No point saying Sorry and in this case, saying Sorry would be a very irresponsible act!
3) When a woman finds a man she truly loves, she's prepared to do anything for him...... She just wants him to be happy. She's just contented that at least they were together, a moment she'll always cherishes.
4) Dun wait till he/she is gone, then it'll be too late for regrets!... Life is unpredictable! You never know what's going to happen the next moment..

The above 4 points listed are "extracts" from her article "http://jeanchai.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2006/09/post.html" , which I've done wrong... If I'd known or even be more sensitive to know that, I wouldn't had let go of YY... I must say that it was my egoistic character and simplistic mind the "runaway" from problems instead of following my heart.... Questions of "what if..." came to my mind again and again... thinking of the past...

Flashes of memories came back, mostly happy moments, revived... Her smile, joy and voice came to me, so close, as if she's just next to me.... I could hear her laughter from the slly faces I made to her...
I could feel her hair, flowing by my face making me soft like a jelly.... I could hear her breath, beside me, making me wanting to hold her so dear that I would never let go...

I've disappointed her, again and again, by wanting to get the easy way out, leaving... How could I do that to her? Knowing that it would hurt her so much, I shouldn't have done it... Wanting to leave her was never in my mind until things crops up... Why do I have to hurt her time after time?

Not sure if anyone knows, but Sin who I was with (after YY), is a mistake by chance... To cut the story short, I just wanted to "correct" the mistake (not sure if I've used the correct word or not)... I muz say that although I was with Sin, I'm must admit that I'm guilty becoz I was still thinking of YY... Not sure if you knew or not, but I sensed that you somehow knew ...

Till now, I still misses YY alot... Although she's been giving me the cold shoulder (abit better nowadays), I still really wanna stand by her..... I know that we'll never be together again, but I do hope that she remains happy (as happy as before).. I hope her current beau (Mr Dawn or Mr Turkey) gives her the happiness she always wanted... And to fulfill her current dreams of touring the Big 'E'....

YY>> Be good, be nice, be true.... For I will always be with you.... :P

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Singapore Gangster Poems (Clear Version)

Check this ganstar poem... Damn Entertaining !!!

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Longggg timeee

Yo.... Haven't been updating my blog for sometime liao.... Friends, this is not the 'new toilet bowl' effect, as in those who describe as something new... But I really have been busy working....

Have been going back even on saturdays and sundays, but still unable to finish... I really hope to finish it asap... Else, sure kenna hang!!!

But all these working oso good la... Prevents me from thinking too much... Hehe... Will tend to think of 'the past', which will make me ponder, wonder and sad... Haiz.. So, working is GOOD!! :D

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Neighbour

Finally met and chatted with my friendly neighbours (old eurasian couple) who were going out while I was on my way to work.... Auntie keeps complaining about uncle always locking the door two times.... I presume he felt safer that way ba... Anyway, auntie asked me a question, "How long have you been in the force and what are u doing". I told her the answer and she replied, 'Oh, my son, also in air force... but no more working"... I was thinking... "Oh, must be early release or something la"... But later, uncle said "My son finished the bond"

Wahhhhh..... I still thought their son was in his late 40s... No man, he should be 50s near 60s liao.. Now I'm wondering how old are they... ???

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Women VS Cars (in Chinese)

女人与(车)

女孩(模型车) 可看不可用
少女(展览车) 好看不许用
老婆(私家车) 只需自己用
情妇(无牌车) 只能偷偷用
酒女(计程车) 有钱就搭用
妓女(巴士车) 每天多人用
任尧(电单车) 前后能使用
老妇(老爷车) 畅怀不敢用

Friday, September 08, 2006

Butoh Clown Officer

Think I'm at war with many people these few days... Haiz, is not something which I want but I feel that sometimes, there are somethings which should be fair, especially when work in particular... I dun mind doing, but it feels real sucky if it's not your job (AT ALL) and you still have to make sure it happens...

My 'Butoh Clown Officer' antagonize me again today... Something which we're suppose to have, but we're not aware because of his lacking skills in follow-up... The best is he wants us to do the escort, make sure the thing is up and report to him, without him even having the courtesy to let us know there's such a thing happening... and not forgetting, him not even lifting a finger... I already know his pattern that he'll not do anything, but din expect that he dun even have basic courtesy.. Somemore can get 30 years service award, with $1000 ok!! Bloody hell, I wonder what does he has to deserve it ah!!!

Back to the story, apparently until the contractor calls, den we know got such a thing happening... Thereafter, I still gotta call him and ask him what is it about, who is coming, etc, etc... He still got the cheek to ask me ensure that the thing must be done.... To cut the story short, somehow, somewhere there's some problems encountered... The contractor wanted to come back again tomolo to make sure that thing is up, but we told him to wait for our call coz we need to get clearance....

Somehow, that 'Clown Officer' can call me and say how come my colleague insisted the contractor to come in(because the thing must be done) when it's not required... Mind you, my colleague did not say that, else he won't have called me to settle the clearance already... He still can comment that because of his insistance that contractor must come in, the big shots now confused why there's a need for the clearance for the contractors, it's all the fault of my colleague, due to poor training, not handled over properly.... I 'shoot' him back by saying "Even if my colleague did insist him to come back tomolo, who said the thing must be done?" "You!!"... Haha, then he got "stunned" and hung up the phone....

Now, I super buay song ah.... Wonder what he told my Boss ah, so going to shoot a email to clarify things... Dun wanna put a spot in my colleague and clear up the training we have in my place.... I seriously think that it should be HIM, and his ball-less ASSisitant, to go for the most basic "Courtesy"!!!

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Safety Award

Oh, finally.... Dynamo gets his safety award for l@@king out!!! It's been quite sometime and I thought they only say say only.... Well, muz say thanks to him becoz he was vigilant enough to see the FOD, else the rest of us will sure get it, BIG TIME!! U deserve this award!!

Monday, September 04, 2006

Life's fragile

Attended Corny's grandmother(gm) "Song Ka" last friday... Could see the sadness within her though she din show it... Her gm had been on morphine for the past 6 months and prolonging death... It's kinda sad for her as she goes back and visit her gm often... For her, I hoped she recovers soon enough and gets over it asap...

During the period I was there, I kinda envy her alot... She's very closely kitted to her aunties and cousins.... Come to think of it, i was never close to any of my cousins before, be it paternal or maternal.... Never close to me relatives nor grandparents... Somehow, it seems like I'm living in a world of my own... Dunno whether izzit good or bad.... But still somehow envy others of the close relationships....

Somehow, I was thinking that if one day I were to come to that stage, I'd not want to suffer longer than expected... If there's a faster time for me to leave, I'd want to do it quickly... Prolonging will only make the love ones suffer longer, in terms of mentally, physically and monetary..... Most importantly, for me, leaving without any regrets is what I wished.... though I still have 1 regret, which I'm trying hard to dismiss.... :(

Police & Thief

Haha.... Nowadays, there's a change in the type of work in the police and thief lines....
Now, thieves (pirates) sell kway kway @ coffee shops, while police (decoys) sells illegal cigarettes... It's until I saw it myself, or else, I'll always think that it'll only happen in HK serials where police decoy themselves as road sweepers, roadside vendors, etc....

It's quite entertaining to see those people buying illegal cigarettes from those decoys.... :D
After they thought that they would get the cheap cigarettes, they are given a note 'You are fined $200'.... Haha, so dumb!!

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