Friday, October 27, 2006

Updates...

Hiyo... Looks like haven't been updating for quite sometime... esp after a long list of ranting... :P

Anyway, after the watever u call audit, I din go back to work until tues (Hari Raya - Cho Bo) and today is sort of the 1st day after whatever has happened... Alot of coldness from many people, but I dun give a damn.... Lolz, juz ignored the look given by some... :P

Hehe, a long break after audit... I din go anyway... Juz stayed home and played game WHOLE DAY!!!! YEAH!!! Super cho boh life - I like.... But I still missed the fun which I should have (If I could go taiwan with abaling, haizz)

I thot abaling suppose to come back yest but actually she back on wed ah!!! She should have called me ma.... Tell and show me the fun things there... Although disappointed tt I cant go, but still, can tahan la.. I oso wanna plan 1 trip to taiwan leh.... Who wans come with me??

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Dun force me to speak coz I'll now say nothing but the TRUTH!!

Haiz, lost my cool again... This time round, with the auditor, and my immediate boss... The audtor carefully ask me a question, where i carefully answers his... (must be tactical with him, coz he trys to catch yours words to make it into his advantage).... So I replied to his intent (no hiding) but my boss, dunno she dun understand the question or she's trying to hide from the auditor la... Then the auditor try to catch my words, saying that I said another version which differs from what I've said yesterday.... But his prhasing of question was different from yesterday... Damn, they are sly... Anyway, the way he asks me until I very 'pek chek' with him...
So I show abit of 'tu-lan-ness' to him, whenever he trys to say something, den I'll interrupt saying 'oh, so from you, my guys no need do this liao lor'... Wah, den he change his words quickly oso la.... Trying to change topic oso... Bloody no balls....

Anyway, when my boss says another thing, I show a very 'tu-lan' face in front of them... Coz I feel that she's trying to cover up something... where i dun think it's necessary to cover up... Juz say never do lorr, get NC also no choice ma.... It can wake everyone up.... The job is not done by me solely, but requires everyone's participation... If 1 of them dun do the task, everytime, someone has to clear ir for them.... and most of the time, is me.... Why has it always gotta be me?? So, I've been attacking the auditor, giving tu-lan faces, rasing my voice to stem out on certain issues which i beg to differ... Towards lunch time, the audit says break for lunch, and he went on for his lunch....

After he left, my boss shouted at me in front of my colleagues... 'Wanna fight, after audit den fight can or not? Dun fight here'... Den she ask me go to a seclude place to tok to me why I get so fustrated...

I told her everything which I had in mind... Yes, though I'm highly regarded in the area of work, but that doesn't mean that I have to do everything... I've tried to task out the various people to take certain tasks, but none has came to me to take over the task... The thing is, I'm too junior to hold the post and maybe, i believe, some thinks that who am I to task them to do (especially those who are really more senior than me)... Moreover, the tasks which I had been doing, should be distributed and done by at least 6 people... 1 meeting, 2 emails, 2 times talk with my boss, nothing done.... Past 2 months, I've been burning 1 of my weekends off (meaning I've been playing less mahjong)... The thing here is, am I the only 1 responsible for running the show, while everyone is paid for to do the job.... It not that I din teach them what to do, some of them are juz plain LAZY... People dun like changes, of course, who likes it... But my philosophy is, since you are paid to do your job, you jolly well do it... I've been suffering this 6 men tasks for the past year, complaining about me tasks overload, but still nothing done...

I've highlighted it before the audit on these issues, my boss just kept quiet... Nothing said, or done.... Today, I told her off straight in the face that I'm not going to do anything until she distributes the job.... There were like about 20 over audit findings, i just pre warned her... I'm serious about not doing anything, as long as she dun do anything about the re-allocation... At most, we all die together lorr... I'm prepared to even be interviewed by higher mangement of this improper management by my immediate boss.... Although this immediate treats me very well, but I think I juz had enough...

What makes my blood boil even more is she can tell people that I keep on holding information/tasks and never distributes out... Told her before that I'm in NO position to do that as there are many seniors around.... I've tried to ask for help, but everyone says they are busy with their own things... Come on la, who is not... So, it's not that I wanna hold on to tasks, but unable to distribute....

This whole matter make me realize something important.... Knowing too many things is no good, just know what is necessary to make you perform you job. As a hokkien saying 'kiang jiu ho, mai gae kiang'....

And I've told my boss to keep me out of this audit briefings further, coz if they were to probe further, or say something which I beg to differ, I'll really say nothing but the truth.... I know the consequences will be very great, that is why, I choose to retreat for this audit.... and maybe for the next one (if i'm still in this demanding organisation)

Results

Finally, my long await exam results was out yesterday... Was expecting an 'A' at least for 1 of the subject, but din get any... Rather disappointed though.... but not so bad la... At least no 'D's this time round... Usually will get 1 lor, but maybe i'm lucky.... :D

Last 2 more papers 2 clear this nov, after which is the start of FYP.... Thereafter, NO MORE EXAMS!!! :D

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Ridiculous Audit

Finally, the moment that I've been waiting for.... THE AUDIT!!!! I'm READY!!!
COME WHAT MAY!!! - Cheong ah!!!!!!!

Anyway, those who wanna jio me out this week, can wait for me till next week??
Coz most likely, I'll be camping in and clearing losta SHIT!!!
I'll become the 夜香' Man... Haha

Blame it on 'Haze' or 'Audit' lorr

Today is the day which I'd had to be emcee for Ah Huay, who asked me to be her engrish emcee last week.... Well, I was working yesterday(Prep for audit) and suddenly got a cold... Dunno izzit because of empty stomach, stress or 'Haze', suddenly my nose became a tap, water running like no body's business.... It was dripping ok.... Den came sore and dry throat, and feeling feverish....

Worse thing is my handphone was flat, and I forgot to charge it even.... Was too concentrated in my work, trying to minimise the NCs they can find.... So, was feeling sick by 2000H, but still had 1 big issue to settle :( Hoping to finish it by 2100H, I rushed through my paper-work, but still making sure that everything was in order....

Guess what, I started work at 0800H, working my ass off till 2230H... Phew, it was like 14.5 hrs (minus off 0.5 hrs of lunch time).... Lucky for me, 'Strawberry' helped me on the paper-work, else I could have finished by 2330H lor.... Thanks :D

Because of my sickness, I called Ah Huay, telling her to find back-up if I really goes down... But still, I din want to disappoint her... So I told her I try lorr...

Anyway, when I woke up this morning, nose was still runny, throat was dry and coughing, and feeling feverish still... I still managed to make my way there, but was feeling tired and bad sore throat.... Actually, do not have confident that I'll do well in the emcee-ing.... And guess what, I fucked it up... On the 1st march in of the couple, I spoke like there a frog in my mouth... was croaking and spoke ’一块一块‘ - 1 piece 1 piece... So embarssing man... Damn, think i've let Ah Huay and her hubby down.... Really pai sey lorr.... Haiz, how I wish there's a hole for me to hide man....

Think I'm too nervous upon the 1st march in, probably becoz no confident of performing well... Maybe it's becoz i'm not familiar with my partner (who was from the restaruant ).... Aiyah, whatever it is, I still fucked it up... After going back to my seat, I really wanted to hide ah... But I put up a strong front, putting a smile (behind a pai sey look), trying to act cool.... Haha...

So I told myself that I shouldn't do the same thing again after that... Drank lots of water, so to hydrate myself and my saw saw throat.... Lucky for me, I did not embarrass myself again on the 2nd march in.... Everything went well and smoothly after that :D

Anyway, would like to once again, congratulate Ah Huay and Ah Beng for a blissful wedding.. :P

>> Ah Huay, if you are reading this, please control your temper hor... You're now wife of Ah Beng... May both of you live your lives to the fullest :-)

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Emcee for 2nd time

Juz got a call frm Ah Huey an hour ago to ask for help to be her emcee for her wedding... I was abit hesitant becoz it's rather rush la... Her wedding is next sunday lor... Win liao...

But I still din turn her down coz it's so last min and not easy to find la... So, juz said yes lorr... Now only hoping that my audit prep will finish by sat lorr.... *pray*

Anyway, I also quite like the emcee la, now gotta wait for the script, practice abit... den be ready for the big day (din wanna make any mistake la, it's people's one in a lifetime lorr... )

Aircon = Ma Fan

Have finally installed a aircon in the room... So much cooler :P and better (since the PSI is now reported @ 140).. Actually aircon was installed monday, where alot of the stuff must be moved... Haha, which till now, is not really shifted back yet... :(

Was stifting furniture here and there, alot of hard work and time wasted.... Some more after aircon installation on monday, gotta sweep, mop, clean... Super shag sia... But anyway, still for the better for us... :)

It's soo much cooler...

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