AnTe bLoGsIdE

Mid-term

2008-11-26T17:17:00.002+08:00

Oh my, oh my... I'm 30 today already ah.. U mean 30 years have passed already meh?? Shit man, I still thought that I was the naughty little boy who was running around (naked).. Haha.. So many things had happened for these past 30 years and indeed there are many which I can still remember clearly and for some, 'did it ever happened before?? Dun bluff me!!'

Haha, whatever it is, I'm going to embrace what is going to happen for my next... er 50 years?? Aiyoh, too long liao la... 30 more is enough, coz I had too many happenings these 30 and I wish the next 30 will be a smooth sailing one.. :P

I should be busy doing some packing these few days onwards and hopefully move to somewhere nice... :P Will update again once I settle down...

Meaningful Conversation

2008-03-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a long time but happen to see this article from fb... Therefore, wanted to share this to those who haven't seen this:P

This is an excellent conversation between 'God' and an unknown ' - 'Me'. I don't know as to who has been the composer of such an interesting and captivating conversation ; but has he/she has definitely put in good amount of thought into crafting the same. *

Those who don't believe in God, may also find it worth reading once. Enjoy and Think ! *

God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. Who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in
the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results.Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was notexpecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you
are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?

God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit.
That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that
experience their life become better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and
endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes
provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?

God: When they suffer they ask, 'why me?' When they prosper, they never ask 'Why me'. Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not
merely a process of discovery but a process of co-creation. You are my co-creator.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.

God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve.
Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. 'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

Insomia?? Due to??

2008-01-10T07:05:00.000+08:00

Had been having sleepless night for abt 2 weeks already... Dunno whether is called Insomia or not?? Anyway, I have also been wondering how come I end up like tat... Can only sleep after 3 or 4 plus for the past few nights, but I haven't had a wink for yesterday.. I din have caffefine, no extreme thoughts, no stress @ work...

Hmm, what could it be?? I had come out with 3 possible causes..

1) Seems like it started on 1st Jan, the day which I had the bicycle accident?? During then, I felt like puking and it seems like I got a shock lorr... Maybe it's due to that..

2) My sinus problem is back again :( Usually when my sinus problem comes back, I have difficulty in breathing, thus can't get to sleep easily... But this time round, abit special leh... When block nose is cleared, still can't get to sleep... Tried soft music, etc etc, also no use...

3) Sub-conciously thinking of something... BUT WHAT??!!!?? Nothing to let me be bothered about leh... But you never know la, sometime the unconcious mind is more powerful den u...

Maybe I should see the doc after today liao la... Can't be putting with this nonsense any more.... I sure collaspe lorr... :(

A big bang to start off 2008

2008-01-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

Suddenly felt like doing some sports on 1st Jan, therefore got 'Psycho' to go either cycling or jogging... He suggested tat we should catch Alien vs Predator 2 after that... Got '2Eggs' to buy the tics, since he did not want to go cycling...

While we were @ ECP, I was very excited since I haven't been cycling for a long time... There was 'mountain people mountain sea' there.. People were all over the places, jogging, cycling, roller blading, tenting, BBQ-ing, etc.. We had to go relatively slow since there were too many people..

While cycling back, I had an accident with another female cyclist.. I tried to avoid the accident from happening, but still it happened... Somehow, it seems like I crashed into her, but it was becoz that she still proceeded across the cycling lane.. :( In the end, she suffer from a cut on her hand while I got hit by her pedals on my shin.. It then swell so big that it was as big as the size of my thumb.. :( I started rubbing on the bruise to prevent the swell from developing...

And all these time, I was thinking... How can this happen, especially it is on the 1st day of the year.... Wat more can I expect for the remaining 365 days?? Let's just hope for the best, all the good things to come, bad things to go... :)

Happy 2008!!!

2007-12-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

To all lonely souls out there, may you have a happy year ahead... :P

May all your bad luck go, and good luck comes..
May you have good family relationships..
May all your dreams come true..
May you have happiness..
May you have good health..

Esp for YY... :'D

Still working...

2007-12-21T03:10:00.000+08:00

NB, it's 3.10am in the morning and I've just finish my work...

Just got activated to check on an accident near my workplace...

Talked to traffic police, took photos, talk here talk there...

Machiam like investigator sia...

Hopefully is my 1st and last time getting this kind of 'exciting' events... :P

I wanna go rest liaozzz.... tired @-@

B'day present 2007

2007-12-21T03:08:00.001+08:00

Yeah!! Finally got a birthday present after a long time... :P

This present is hand made de worr.... Nice horr.... :D

Thank you meili

我爱台妹, 台妹爱我

2007-10-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah, my trip is booked...

Anyone wants anything from taiwan?? Let me know, I'll try to get.. :P

Numbers

2007-10-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

Numbers 1-10

1 - 1st time to Taiwan, departing 30 Nov
2 - No of people on flight 3K 521
3 - Good buddies in the group
4 - Meal taken yesterday
5 - Mixes of alchohol taken on friday nite
6 - No of times I parallel parked yesterday (Incredible)
7 - Friends currently online
8 - People who were @ Auntie Oh's place initially
9 - No of places I've been yesterday
10 - The no of days I'm staying in Taiwan

My 1st TP road block

2007-09-30T16:50:00.000+08:00

It happened @ 3.30am after sending 'Martell' home and thereafter to 'Abaling's home.. Took PIE, exited Bedok Reservior (normal route) and once turned out from the junction, saw the TP road block....

Na Behz, in my mind, I'm running wild... Lim Peh Hua definately drank more than 2 glasses of beer lorr... Sure fail breatherlyzer test one lorr... I was stopedd by a Sergeant and asked me whether I drank... Of coz, I told him I did and said I drank only 1.5 mugs lorr... Thereafter, he asked for my IC and driving license... I told him I din bring IC coz I'm holding the green one thus no convenient to bring it out (thinking that I can try to wriggle my way out)... But Feack, he still ask me do the test lorr... Pass me the white plastic stick (looks like lollipop stick) and ask me to conduct the test.. Explained how to do it... I remembered my fren telling me before that dun blow out too hard... Do it softly but ensure that the equipment can verify... Feack, during the test, my legs trembled lor... If I'm a civilian, I'd just do it with no fear... But shit, I'm not lorr... Got double jeopardy if I kenna lorr...

Thus, I did my part (as a good citizen) and did the test... While the machine indicated 'Analyzing Data, Please Wait'... My heart raced like F1 cars sia... When the results were out, I was totally relived... It's 'Warning Only'... Heng ah... The soft blow is quite effective then... It was also probably the gum and mint sweet that I'd taken before the test... Na Beiz, I'll not drink and drive back anymore, as long as I'm still in...

My advice to all: siam all major expressway exit.... There's always "someone" waiting for you.... HAHA!!!

Long awaited results

2007-09-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

Phew, finally the wait is over... Got my results for me degree course... Got a 2nd class 2nd division... Well, considering good already la, since my memory is poor... So "mai hiam, buay pai liao la" Although I put in alot of hard work preparing for exams, I consider myself lucky to pass lots of them... And best still, help other pass, or even score... :P

Well friends, see you @ convocation huh... :D

P.S. MJQ - confirm got sponsorship to England boh?? Hehe :P

I'm back :p

2007-08-15T00:07:00.000+08:00

Hey hey... I'm already back from my Genting trip and i must say, this trip is only so-so.. Haiz, lost some money la... How to be happy leh?

Anyway, this trip is kinda a gambling trip, as compared to those I went with my ex-colleagues like "Dylan", "Ke Lian", "Sister" etc... I think is the crowd la... You trip will be "Who you go with"...

Aparrently, those few times which I went with them... We not only gamble la.. Went places for food, window shop, went to KL, and sit around and talk... Whereas this trip, it's 90% gamble... My "Du Hou" mum insisted that she wanna stick her butt only one of the jackpot machine (which is coughing out quite alot of money) and wanna skip her dinner... So in the end, I went dinner with "Dylan" and his mum and took over that machine once I'm done... This way, my mum can have her dinner as well as the slot machine... :(

The driving experience up is also fun... Although I got missed the exit and got lost after passing the KL toll, i still managed to get my way there :P But I dun like is my mum kept mumbling and nagging, saying that dunno road still wanna drive up and also that I should go down and ask for directions... Me, not wanting to waste more time asking around people for directions, I'm the kind of person who wants to venture myself... Until admit defeat, then I will ask... But luckily, I didn't get lost while trying to get back... :D

I'd would like to drive up again, if there's chance for me to go... Except for JB (where cases of robbery and thefts get higher each day) I would want to venture elsewhere in M'sia.. Maybe Penang, I miss the place, the food, the clubbing... :P

Overseas Trip

2007-07-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

Wow, I was fasinated by 1 of my friend, BlurCow, that she actually came back from Hong Kong recently... But the amazing thing is that she went there, ALONE!! I'm really thinking, how many of you guys out there can actually go for overseas (not work related) alone and enjoyed yourself??

Somehow, I was rather intrigue by her actions and thought maybe, I should do this when I start to clear my ORD leave.. More thoughts came and somehow I came out with this idea...

ROE:
1) the place which I'll be going will be selected through 'Ti Gam' (of course muz be within my budget). This means that I dun even know where I am going still...
2) no one, including my family, will be able to contact me through handphone or internet. This will ensure that I will get peace and quiet...
3) i'll let no one know where i went...
4) I'll blog whenever possible and upload photos of places i visited..
5) I'll buy souvenirs back but only given to those who sees my blog and guess the place i went correctly...

May sound abit silly but this is what I am really going to do!!! But my departure date will be July 2008 (which is a year from now). But at least, this will be something which I'll be looking forward to.. Else, 'ma chiam' no goals like that :P

Looking back @ my previous entry "overseas activities lined up for aug"
, now let's review which one is confirmed..

1) Genting Trip (National Day period) - FLIGHT
2) Vietnam Trip (End of Aug) – TBN from ‘Sa Mei’
3) (3rd week of Sep) – Venue confirmed @ BALI but pax not confirmed yet.
4) (End Sep) – Looks like what people say is the truth… “Until the black and white is out, then it’s considered VALID!!” Lucky I did not pin high hopes on this, cause somehow I expected something like this to happen. PHEW!!

Looks like now, the status not very good, 1 confirmed, 2 half confirmed and 1 confirmed – Dun have. Haiz… I dunno what’s going to happen for the upcoming months also… Let’s hope it’s something good then… :P

Overseas activities lined up for Aug - Oct

2007-06-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

Looking @ my calendar of events, I've never seen so many activities, esp overseas one, before..

2nd Week of Aug - Trip to Genting with mum, as requested for her b'day... She'd since been bugging me to go there since last 2 years when I brought her up there.. I suppose it'll become an annual event :-| But this time round, I thinking of drive up, since i've got a car now and have remember how to go there already... I'm only scare what if I get lost? Should I call 999??

Last Week of Aug - Trip to Vietnam, as mentioned in my ex-workplace outings.. Really looking forward to this as I've never been to the place and since we should have a very good "tour guide" bringing us around... Moreover, I've never been an overseas trip with this group of people before... Now, the only thing that can stop this outing is the Audit.... :( I hope there isn't any restrictions to this period...

3rd Week of Sep - Venue to be decided but this group of people have had fun in the land of Oz already... Now that 3 monkeys have left the place and only 2 left, it should be a problem to include 3 more (since we're of different locations)... The only person which I dunno can go or not is nobody other than the "Tyrant" Got family and girlfriend commitment... Hopefully, we can go as a big group in somewhere we can have fun, get drunk and have memories upon...

Last Week of Sep (for 2 weeks) - Some exercise in the land of Oz but not confirm yet.. Hopefully I get to go coz I think it'll be the last one before I leave the place... Pray that they give it to me :P

Wow, with events like this coming up, I think I better prepare to get my bags ready (muz prepare enough change of clothing even).... :D

So long and will update as and when I can...

1/8 brother who realised his dreams

2007-05-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

Juz read "杰' blog and saw that one of our brother made it and is very successful now... Yong How Really happy for him when he told us his good news that he was awarded scholarship and now, in a leading anime company... All the way bro... :P

Good Memories are long lasting

2007-05-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

I was asked by my brother to send him to one of his buddy's baby shower. Since I got nothing to do then, I promised to send him there. He then told me it's @ Woodlands, blk 400+.. It did not trigger me that it was near to YY's place until he told me that it's actually near to Marsiling MRT.. Out of the sudden, I felt weak.. Dunno why this feeling but really felt abit wierd.

As I was driving towards the place, thru TPE/SLE, memories started flowing thru... It became stronger as I passed Woodlands Ave 1, when flashes of memories came through my mind.. After dropping off my brother, I suddenly had the urge to call her and ask her out for coffee or something (although I were to meet up my friend in 1/2 hours time). But not sure whether it'll be imposing on her, thus I chose to message (I know it's not very sincere, but there's some kind of fear, I suppose)

While waiting for her reply, I sub-conciously drove to her carpark... As I alighted, more memories flashed... The environment, the freshness in the air, the building... Everything seems so close to me... The only change I see is the see-saw... It used to be those very old type where there's sand and swing, and a small little corner (our favourite spot) where you can get a little privacy. it's now the new type, sandless, open, colourful... But I could still see the little old see-saw which we used to hang out...

Went and sat down on the chair (frequent spot) at the void deck and sweet old memories came back on me... Cats strolling, children voices, dog barking, etc, etc..

While waiting for her reply, these memories filled me in and I was totally immersed in it... All the sudden, I saw a familiar figure walking towards me... I was stunned... It was her... I froze a little while and managed to get myself composed.. I think I was actually mumbling the 1st few words I spoke to her... I was afraid that she might think I'm stalking her or something... She seems abit rush.. Thus, after a few words with her, I asked her where she's heading... She was going to her dad's place... I wanted to drive her, but she wanted to take a cab instead.. I din wan to put pressure on her, insisting that I drive her, thus let her take the cab. On one hand, she says she pai sey... On the other, I wanted very much to do something for her, which she's ok with... Since she's pai sey, I have to let it go...

I didn't expect to see her but it's really nice to see her again.. :P

Really hope to find one day, sit down with her, have a nice cup of coffee with her.. Skip talking about the past, but instead, talk about day-to-day stuff... As before, like friends.... :P

Updates + Job Lobangs!!!

2007-04-29T04:23:00.000+08:00

Well, just realised that I haven't been blogging for quite awhile... For those who know me well enough, you should know what I had been busy with... Half the time with mj, half with meeting up with frenz...

Haven't been really playing this week (probably due to MJK dun like Dn's style.) Now really short of players (good ones) :( ... Come to think of good players, MJQ herself is a hiong-ster oso... Always tries her luck against 'kenna bao'... Siao playing but I muz say that her luck is often quite good...

Ever since my 203 is born, I've been pretty busy with outings... It's been more easy to go places (but still weak in recognizing them) and meaning more $$ spent... :(
How to save like that???

Hmm... think I better check with my HR side how much $$ I can get by the time I leave... Dun want to be caught up in situations that when I stay for another 18 more months and they tell me that "Andy, you can only get less than 5k"... I will confirm ki siao 1 lorr...

Anyway, anyone out there got any good lobangs (as in work) to intro?? If the $$ I'm going to get is peanuts, den I think I'll ask for early release (ER) oso... It's seriously not worth staying anymore...

The Devil's Sign - 666

2007-04-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

It's been 10 days since I drove around with my "two o three" and as I parked, I saw my total mileage... It's 666, the devil sign... On the tenth day... Hopefully everything will be fine... :S

It's for real!!!! - laozhabor.blogspot.com

2007-04-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

Anyone who watches 'Just Follow Law' should be familiar with the auntie who acted as 'Fann's Mother' - aka Lao Zha Bor... Remember she said in the show that she blogs as well, laozhabor.blogspot.com.... It's REAL lorrhh.... For those who had missed out the happenings in her blog, go check it out... (She even got rap of her own, I lose to her liao... Haha)

Think she damn cool and onz lorr... Win Oreadi... :P

Laozhabor - Jia You!!!

SGT 203T

2007-04-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

I was shocked to find out the car plate no I got.... It's like 'Sergeant Tay from 203 SQN'... *Faints*

It was officially on the road on 3rd Apr 1000H, with a not so "zai" driver... Haha, no choice ma, no formal driving for quite sometime...

So many things to learn with a short period of time... Functions la, positions of different buttons la, etc, etc... After all the tutorials, I finally get to drive off and on the road... It's abit wierd, especially without a 'Hand-brake', instead, a foot-brake... You gotta step on it, instead of pulling using your hand.. I think I'll need alot of time to familiarize myself with this... :)

Anyway, have been driving around for the 2nd day now... And to my shock, I've driven 220Km liao!!! It's only 2 days leh... I can't imagine my fuel consumption for the next few months ahead...

Think I've a got a very BIG problem... That is, recognition of roads and using what road to where... Till now, I still cannot recognize them, unless I've used that route for many times... Else, think I still have to rely on road map and navigators to help me around... :P Am thinking of getting a GPS system... Anyone wanna sponsor or not?? Hehe

Slip of tongue

2007-04-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

Went to Wen Hui's full month celebration yesterday... She veri cute worr :D <> She soo much like Mrs Policeman....

Anyway, after that, Martell, Abaling and me went for movies @ TM.. As we arrived and decided to watch 'Path Finder', Martell told us that we wanted to play aircraft games.. After taking the tickets, we saw Martell standing there, waiting for us..

Den Abaling saw him and ask him '为什么你在这里?你不要去打飞机?' Wah, I immediately burst into laughters lorr... Can u imagine you heard this?? Wah biang, I couldn't stop laughing and I could see that Abaling herself also started laughing (Think she muz feel damn xia suay) :D

Think this joke will stay with me for quite sometime.... :P

I am dangerous when it comes to unfairness

2007-03-29T17:15:00.000+08:00

I felt so unfairly treated when I saw my Annual Feedback Report (AFR) which was only a 'C' and even felt more soured when I saw my Performance Bonus (PB) only 0.5 month. For some, 0.5 month very good already, but mind you, 0.5 is given as long as you did not have more problems.

The contributions I've given to the workplace is far more than what others had done. The area of coverage which I have done is so much that I was actually doing 6 persons job. I am so angry when I saw the rate I was given and I could feel that I'm burning inside. But still, I manage to keep my cool as I wanted to make myself very clear of what I want the management to know.

I came back home at about 4 and started to write the facts which justfies myself for a higher PB. I really want to be treated fair to what I did for the past year's performance and wants my promotion. The reasons they had been giving me is not going to pacify me anymore. I used to be easy-going but after these 2 incidents, I think it's really time to step up and do something for myself. For many of us, trying to avoid conflicts is the best way to deal with things, but this time, I think they have really gone too far and way beyond.

When one keeps quiet and don't talk, doesn't mean that he'll remain this way all the time... Step over the line and I'll make you regret what you did!!!

My "Darling" is coming next month

2007-03-22T17:23:00.000+08:00

Aiyoh, din expect it to be so fast, but it's true... My short awaited "Darling" just got it's cert and should be ready next month... :D

I'm now planning where to go next time... Haha... Many activities coming up liao :P

Wen Hui in the house of Lee

2007-03-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

Correction to last post on Policeman's baby girl's name... It's no longer Jia Hui but Wen Hui now due to the chinese character's calculation... Better for her...

Anyway, in the 1st time in my blog I'm going to post out REAL picture and REAL name..
This is the sweetie 'Wen Hui'

Which is more scary??

2007-03-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

From the movie 'Protege' where he asks 'Which is more scary? Drugs or Loneliness?'
For me, I think Drugs is more scary due to the harm made, not only to yourself but also to those around you..

My question for today is 'Which is more scary? Single or Attached?'
Of course, for each of these such questions, there are many arguments to it. For e.g. the question asked in the movie, people may say it's the loneliness which made the person takes drugs, to feel the emptiness within oneself..

I say 'Attached' is more scary... I personally think that communications between people is the scariest. Regardless of verbal or non-verbal comms, any misinterpretations might create chaos. And being attached, it means that two people with close communications. At times when everything is peaceful, sweet things happen. But when things doesn't go right, the world will fall. It is den, where it's really scary :(

Something happened just now which triggered me to write this (in fact, wanted to write some days ago, but lazy). Just now, was playing mj with my medan brother '天公仔', Sissy and Clar. During this time, both '天公仔' gf ('天公婆') and Sissy's wife (10) were entertaining themselves in the living room. Out of nowhere, 10 came into the room and said that '天公婆' is going to leave already. For the rest of us, we were totally puzzled of why the sudden reaction from her.

During this instance, it reflected to me that I haven't got a gf for 2 years already. During this period, I must admit that I do feel empty at times, but I do enjoy the peacefulness and quietness which I had been having.

I believe somehow there's some misinterpretations between the two of them and hope that they resolve any misunderstandings amongst them.

But of course having said that, I also do hope to get attached, although it's scary :D I always believe that relationships need to be worked out through (1) give and take, (2) committment and lastly (3) trust

P.S.
"No $$ lagi scary" - Martell
(I couldn't agree less :P)

Muar Chinese - Good Rap

2007-03-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

I chance upon this MTV when I was reading BM's blog and went to 'YouTube' to get it downloaded on my blog... Check it out...

Btw, anyone has any of such 'MTVs' from any other ethnic groups or countries to share??

Double, double blessings

2007-03-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

Wow.... Haven't been writing for quite sometime and this time round, writing for 4 different activities, or I should say, blessings... These events happened one after another, making me very very busy, excited, feel good and of course Happy :D

Blessing No. 1 - Sunday, 4th Mar, went to visit 'Diver'. Apparently, he had an accident last thurs where his car front and back got smashed and went turtle. Looking at his state, he suffered some bad cuts... I should say it's a blessing coz he still got his life... Can't imagine if he rode on bike... Choy choy choy!!!! What led to the accident?? Most likely is slept while driving coz this wasn't his 1st time... A reminder to all drivers out there, if you feel tired, better park one side and try to refresh yourself, sweets, smoke or whatever... My method?? Bitting on my tongue and turning on loud music...

Blessing No. 2 - Monday, 5th Mar, arrival of 'JH', my god-daughter to be, @ 1845H by Mr & Mrs Policeman... Me and Martell rushed down to the hospital to see her, but unable to cause she needs to be kept in ICU for 6 hrs to ensure that she's healthy... But lucky, Policeman managed to get some photos of her... So cute... :P Got alot of hair, unlike the father, I say... Mrs Policeman aka DM looked tired after birth but still waiting to see her beloved baby girl... Was thinking maybe this weekend, will go visit them again... :P

Blessing No. 3 - Tuesday, 6th Mar, went to Cycle & Carriage to test drive... My intention?? To get a car and was looking @ either Colt Plus / Colt / Lancer by the order of preference... I personally like 'hatch-back' cars, therefore, Colt is for me... During the test drive (my 1st experience) damn shoik lorrr... As I didn't drive Colt before, I din know that so powerful lorr.... Alot more powerful then Vios... Vios was 1 of my choice because of... Price.... Very cheap for such a car... But I was also looking for something I like better... In the end, made my choice for Colt Plus, because of... Size... though expensive by 3k, but size really does matter.... :P

Blessing No. 4 - It's YY's Birthday today!!! Send her a sms (wanted to call her but... no guts... haha) and best of all.... a reply.... :D.... Really lighted my day...

Hmm.... with so many happy events these few days... I'm really hoping for more to come.... :))

Career Inventory Test Results - Accurate!!!

2007-02-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

Career Inventory Test Results

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Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%
Inquisitiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	73%

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Purrrfeccttt

2007-02-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hey hey..... I've went for my 1 month post-op review on my eyes and results are out!!!
Right: 6/6
Left: 6/7.5

6/7.5?? How to calculate?? I oso dunno... Maybe out of 5 letters, I've only got 4.5 correct, i.e. letter 'F' i see as 'E'.... Haha, watever it is... I'm happy with the results and it's money worth!!!

Flu & How I wish!!!

2007-02-13T11:12:00.000+08:00

I was having inconsistent flu for the past three days... Even on hot sunny day, can also sneeze like was having a cold.... But the next moment, it just suddenly stop.... Is someone thinking of me?? I hope it's YY though....

It rather quite weird this morning... Had a dream about YY and she's back with me... How I wish it's not a dream and it's real.... Many might think it's because you have been thinking of her in the day, that's why u dream of her... But no leh, I never.... Instead, before I went to bed, was thinking of bringing up work issues the next morning when I go to work....

Though sometimes, I do think of her, I did not really dream of her.... We used to have telepathy between each other... Able to sense that the other party is sick or something... Or can even sense that the other party will call shortly... Haven't been talking t her for a long time.... Chatting is only on msn....

Sometimes, how I wish that I can actually see her (from a distance) how she's doing.... Dunno whether she thin or fat le, how she's doing, etc.... If i can have a wish, I'd wish for us to have another chance to be together.....

Half Eagle, Half Human

2007-01-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

4th day after lasik operation.... Finally, think it's the best time to use my lappy to update my blog... I shall now describe the operation (for those really interested to know how it's done) before I forget.... :P

Because I opted for intra-lase (meaning using laser to cut the cornea instead of using knife....
This 1, I'd would highly recommend as you will never want to see a knife cutting your cornea, but the shortfall.... $1k additional damage for both eyes

Before entering the operation theater, the nurse will clean your eye area... Using iodine (around the eye area on the skin), some eye drops, and also the anesthetic eye drop...

Thereafter, proceeding to the operating bed and getting ready to cut the semi-circular flaps on the eye...First, Dr put a circular rubber ring on my eyeball (outside the iris area)... Following that, I heard he say "suction on", "cutting the flap now", "20 secs", "5,4,3,2,1", "suction off".... All these while, I din feel any pain @ all and it took like 1-2 mins for 1 eye... After that, he proceeded the procedure on my right eye and started the same process....

After all these 'cutting', he told me to go to the waiting area to rest... making sure that the flap actually able to close back properly (because somehow I got steep eyeballs, where I think there's some concern there)

I went to the waiting area (somehow, vision is abit blurred, coz the cornea is open lorr) and rested there... I think I was there for like 20 mins, and within that, every 5 mins interval, nurses will come and check my cornea it is able to close properly and without air bubble....

Somehow, the other guy (who did the 1st op procedure after me, went in first) since my left eye has still some air bubble within it.. Most of my time there was spent, waiting..... Waiting a further 10 mins for the guy to finish....

Following that, Dr ask me to proceed another room because he needs to do some "marking". Somehow because I got more complicated problem on my left eye.... 150 short-sightedness, 200 astig and 5 x degree of change... Therefore, the marking is for the 5xdegree of change...

Thereafter, we proceeded back to the operating theater and went thru the same process on eye cleaning again.... But this time round, air-con was colder and blanket is provided.... Dr asked me to concentrate on the laser red light.. He then used a hook tool (with ability to dispense eye drops) and started to flip the cornea flap... For the 1st sec, it was completed darkness but thereafter, I could see the laser quite clearly.... During this period, his assistant was keying the inputs for my eye contours... Dr then asked me whether I'm ready for this it.His assistant den shouted out "4 segments", "2 more segments", "10 sec...... 5,4,3,2,1".. During the process, be expected to smell some "chao ta" smell.... :P

Once done, Dr uses the hook tool and cose back the flap.... Thereafter, lubricated my eye ball and the most interesting part is he used a paint brush (small 1 la) to paint my eye lid with it and some lubricated solution.... Soooo cute....

After that, he operated my left eye and everything's the same except the assitant this time shouted "8 segments", "starting now"..... During this moment, I got shock and if I don't remember wrongly, I actually figeted.... Damn... Maybe that's why my left eye till now still abit blur blur one....

Anyway, for those who are interested to go for lasik operation... Do note of the following coz these are some considerations you wanna know before doing such a brave thing...
1) Be prepared to spend about $4.5k ($1k extra for intra-lase) payable by 0% installment plans by some participating banks for 3/6/12 months
2) Pre-op tests, which will determine whether you are suitable for lasik
3) Try to do one eye @ a time.... coz during the op, you need to open both eyes... As for me, my 1st operated eye (right) couldn't open (no strength) most of the time...
4) Be brave and focus!!! The laser is very visible and the size of it is big... You need to concentrate on the centre of the laser... The keyword here is not brave but FOCUS!!! Once you can do that, perfect eyesight is waiting for you...

I personnally think it's more dangerous to wear contact lens den to go for lasik op... Moreover, you'll enjoy new vision, like me

For those who are interested in doing a lasik op as well, pls feel free to check with me who my Dr is.... He very pro 1.... :P Anyway, I did mine @ TTSH Eye Clinic...

Stay tuned till next week when more eye tests to be done.... Maybe will update my eye power now.... :P

Nervous....

2007-01-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

2 more days, I'll be going for my lasik op... Though I really want to totally remove my dependence on contact lens, I still got fear.... Of coz la, eyes leh.... Only 1 pair only.....

Anyway, really looking forward to having good eyesight, without the need to put on contact lens anymore :D Yeah!!!!

No more stress le.....

2007-01-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

Yippie.... Finally handed in my FYP yesterday, although really worked my ass for it.... Slept @ 6am, woke up @ 8.30, got the project binded, rushed to school.... and handed my master piece... :P

I wish to thank 2 person for helping me out... 1) Abaling who helped me to proof-read and amended many mistakes for me.... 2) Miss Shi-fu, helped me on the whole project, stayed till 1.45am until everything is done -.-" ... really appreciate both your help.... :P

Lastly is to prepare a presentation slides on what I've done... After giving the oral presentation, I'm proud to announce that I'm a grad le.... Hahahaha :D

Help on my project....

2007-01-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

Anyone who is reading this blog.... I seriously need help....

With project submission deadline on this sat, 20 Jan (i wish to submit on friday la, juz in case got problems, still can do fire fighting), I really gan geong already....

Calling out to friends, strangers, or whoever is reading my blog, those whose command of english is good to help me....

Help required for proof-reading my project (only 70% done) and the structure/phrasing of the words I use.... Just to ensure that I do not have grammatic errors, wrong sentence structure, spelling mistakes (although got spell check, but sometimes some letters go missing)...

Of course, I will treat you guys la.... :P

Sleepy n Sickly...

2007-01-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

Din have a good night's rest last night.... For no reason, had funny dreams and then blocked nose in the middle of the night and couldn't get back to sleep thereafter.... :( So, played my brother's PSP game through till 5.30 and prepare to go to work.... Actually, only had 1.5hr of sleep....

Now, with a runny nose, warm forehead, listless eyes, body aching but hyer active mind, I wonder what will happen tonight..... :(

Da Pau with filling.....

2007-01-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

Somehow, chanced upon friendster and saw that Da Pau is married... or I should say, remarried.... But anyway, I sincerely wish her with a happy marriage, as if a fully stuffed Pau... No longer empty :P All the best.....

Good To Go

2007-01-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

Wll, went for my eye checkup yesterday @ TTSH eye clinic, passed all the tests, and doc says I'm good to go... With blessings from everyone, including my boss's (without his, I cannot proceed further lor), I've made my Lasik booking on the 23rd.. Doc told me success of normal eyesight is 98% and perfect eyesight 80%... The gauge he gave, good or bad, I dunno... But according to Abaling, the same doc told her the same also... Her case?? She's better then perfect, actually she got 'Eagle eyes' now... Haha :P

As for me, no contacts lens for the week before ops, 1 week leave (away from work, :P) and hopefully, turns out to be good :D

Oh, by the way,I'm doing both eyes on the same day....

Jokes I like - Part 1

2006-12-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

Husband & Wife - Why divorce?
In a divorce court a woman requested the judge: "Your honor, I want to divorce my husband.""But why ?" asked the judge. She replied, "Because he is not faithful to me."The judge asked, "How do you know ?"She replied, "My lord, not a single child resembles him."

Husband & Wife - Love Your EnemyFrom his death bed, the husband called his wife and said,"One month after I die I want you to marry Samy.""Samy! But he is your enemy !""Yes, I know that ! I've suffered all these years so let him suffer now."

Husband & Wife - Wedding RingAt the cocktail party, one woman said to another,"Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger? " The other replied, "Yes I am, I married the wrong man."

Husband & Wife - Why?" Dad, I was away for a week. Yesterday I sent a fax to my wife I'd be home that night, and when I got into my room I found my wife in another man's arms. " Why, Dad ? Tell me why!"Dad kept silent for a few minutes, then coolly said, "Maybe, Son, she didn't get the fax."

Husband & Wife - Same Service A husband visited a marriage counselor and said, "When we were first married, I would come home from the office, my wife would bring my slippers and our cute little dog would run around barking. Now after ten years it's all different, I come home, the dog brings the slippers and my wife runs around barking." "Why complain?" said the counselor. "You're still getting the same service!"

Husband & Wife - Talk About HusbandOne woman told another : "My neighbor is always speaking ill of her husband, but look at me, my husband is foolish, lazy and a coward; but have I ever said anything bad about him?"

Husband & Wife - Love To DoA wife, one evening, drew her husband's attention to the couple next door and said, "Do you see that couple? How devoted they are? He kisses her every time they meet. Why don't you do that?" "I would love to." Replied the husband. "But I don't know her well enough."

Husband & Wife - No Answer BackA man was telling his friends, "When my wife is infuriated, she starts shouting at me, my children and even at our dogs and nobody dares answer her." One of his friends asked." And when you are angry, what do you do?"The man replied, "I also shout angrily at the windows and doors of the house and none of them dares to answer back.

Husband & Wife - Come Home LateA woman was complaining to the neighbor that her husband always came home late, no matter how she tried to stop him."Take my advice," said the neighbor, "and do what I did. Once my husband came home at three o'clock in the morning, and from my bed I called out: "Is that you, Jim?" And that cured him."Cured him !" asked the woman, "but how?"The neighbor said, "You see, his name is Bill."

Husband & Wife - Problem Father"You looked troubled," I told my friend, "what's your problem?"He replied, "I'm going to be a father.""But that's wonderful," I said. "What's wonderful? My wife doesn't know about it yet.

Super Longggg Weekend

2006-12-30T12:44:00.000+08:00

Hehe, yesterday was the start of my super super long weekend lorr... Apparently, I've taken leave on the 3rd-5th Jan... So I'll only start work on the 8th... Haha, those who see my entry dun envy me ok...

Anyway, wanted to put up this entry yesterday, but I whole day nua @ home, din want to do anything... Sleep, wake up for lunch, sleep, wake up & meet up wif MJQ and help her out on her Project, went home sleep, wake up for dinner, sleep, wake up watch TV, went out with Martell go TPG pray, had supper @ Geylang, den head home & more sleep.. Wake up only 12.15pm... hehe

Haiz, dunno what to do for this new year 2008.... Brother Martell, going thailand with colleagues on 31st morning, sister Abaling having countdown function @ Hougang, Sister Corny went missing.... Siao liao lorr... Nevermind, stay home and zzzzzz again la...
Think my life more n more Ah Pek liao....

Hard Work

2006-12-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

Phew, I spent yesterday's evening setting up a new shoe rack, which I bought from IKEA... I really liked the way it can be configured and I do it my style.... Becoz I had a messy space where all my famuly shoes are placed, I feel very 'Pek Chek'.... I wanted to do something.... And this is what I did....

This is the overall view And this with the shelves..

My 4.5 hrs is worth it!!!!

2 months to puuurrrrfect eyesight

2006-12-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

Just made an appointment for a Lasik eye test on 5 Jan. Very excited although it's still 3 weeks away... But there's always gain and loss.... Becoz I broke my glasses (sat on them and the sides dropped off), therefore I'll be half-blind for a week, before the test... There's a requirement that no wearing of contact lens 1 week before the test is to be conducted... It's only a suitability test, already got restrictions...

Hopefully I pass this test, recommended by the doctor that I can go for the test, then my dream of having GOOD eyesight will come true... :P No more contact lenses hassle, poking in the eye, dried eyes, etc... Wonderful!! But it'll only be ok if I pass the test la...

Total cost of the Lasik?? Estimated to be $3,500 to $4,000 cash.... :( But if can get better eyesight, why not?? Jia you!!! :P

Dinner with Fish&Chips

2006-12-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Starbucks, where I had some drinks with my 10 year long friendship - Fish&Chips, in short F&C.... Why I call her F&C is becoz she went Melbourne, ate too much F&C, and got many volcanos on her face....

Went dinner with her @ TM food court + dessert... Quite surprised that she never had soursop dessert before... Haiz, poor thing... Lucky for her, got me to intro this nice stuff to her lorr... After which, we went to Starbucks, chatted about many stuff.... Ranging from work, r/s (personal and general), recent happenings, etc, etc....

During the conversation, she rekindled the beautiful memories which I had with YY previously... Re-thought that if it wasn't for Da Bao, I wouldn't had been together with YY (someone whom I've liked during my Sec 5 days). But suprisingly, when I tried to think of what I had with Da Bao, there's nothing.... But for YY, beautiful memories are still deep in my mind... It's been at least 2 years now, but somehow they are still fresh on my mind....

F&C den ask me whether is that the end between me and YY?? I told her that I do not want to be a third party.... Being many in my life, I think I should stop this (regardless I'm cursed or what) I do not want this to happen again.... I can feel that YY is now very xin fu, and I do not want to disturb her life... She should lead the life she wants and enjoys it with the person she loves.... For now, I only hope that YY and I are at least, frenz... Whether or not I'll have another chance or what, it'll depends on fate already.... I only knows that if fates wants to bring us together again, it'll happens... If not, no matter how much I try, is oso useless.... I dun want things to turn out ugly until we are not even frenz... Which is why, till now, I haven't gone out with her again.... But F&C begs to differ, she says if I dun try how I know?? At least should do something ma.... I oso dunno... I think life is full of dilemmas.... You want to do something, but you are afraid.... But if you dun do it, you are afraid you miss the chance or din try.... For me towards YY, I really stuck.... I onli know that she's very happy in whatever she's doing, and I'm really happy for her.... :P

Sometimes, seeing YY is msn, I dun even know what to say to her.... Dun tok to her, abit wierd... Tok already, oso wierd, dunno what more to say..... Maybe is I hurt her too deep, she oso sianz and can't be bothered.... I tried msn-ing her before, tok to her awhile, den got cold shoulder, den I know I should leave the conversation... That is why sometimes, if I see her busy status, den I go online, then for awhile I log off liao....

Well, I think that's life lorr.... You tend to be regretful for something which you done or not done.... In the end, it most important that whatever decisons you made, you should be fair to the person.... Which in my case, thought to be right... but wrong....

2nd Anniversary

2006-12-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

Phew, finally my workplace's 2nd anniversary was over.... I'm part of the organising team doing up this event, especially on collecting money... :P Haha, actually that's what I'm good at... :P Other than that, have to prepare the sound system (bought that only in the afternoon) and setting up..

During the commencement of the event, I was helping out to ensure that things go accordingly as planned.... As expected, no matter how much planning you made, things sure go out of hand... I'll like to name a few....

1) Our VVIP, due to work, was late... Dinner was supposed to start 2000H, but instead, at 2030H... Every1 was hungry and me and Botak is stressed.... Finally Boss give the clearance to start dinner at 2030H, which appeased every1...

2) While preparing for the plagues for the best WSO & AOSS.... Botak saw his name, and was shocked.... Somehow, being near to the presentation table.... I was curious who got it this year... I was thinking it shouldn't be me, coz I got it last year (since I went for the interview and represented my work place) and this year, Ah Fat, went for the interview... So I suppose it should be him... When I saw my name, I was shocked oso... Really din expect to get it.... Some1 more appropriate should be Ganja as he contributed quite alot too.... But I believe next year, he should get it... :P

Although my boss(es) recognizes the work I put in, but I only recognize money!!! So I'll rather have a promotion than this.... Haiz, but what to do.... Who ask me reject the 2nd contract... If not, chances of me getting promoted is alot more higher.... But nevertheless, I would like to thank a few persons, coz without them, I won't be able to get this award oso... They are: Auntie, Silver Lion, Tyrant, Ganja, Dynamo, Black Jack coz they have helped me in some way or another.... Once again, thank you guys.... You were great!!!

3) The sound system will get angry and auto shut-off.... Which make me panicky... I've got to react to such situations whenever it happens.... :(

4) When the food came, many complained.... Not nice, too little, too slow, were some comments made... Some keep asking whether is that all.... :( I oso not very sure coz most of the event stuff are done by Botak, especially the F&B....

5) Last but not least, is our good fren, TRIPOD!!! We got him here to help us take photos for our event, although our Pro cameraman - Dagger is always for most functions.... But becoz we wanted him to enjoy the night, we got ourselves TRIPOD... Din realize his tripod skills were so good until that night.... Where instead of helping us take photos, he went to tripod to our VVIP... Sitting beside and chatting with him.... WTF?? KNN, ask him to take photos, not to socialize ok!! When seeing him leaving his tripod seat, I went to suan him... 'Oie, today you suppose to take photo right?? Not tripod right??' He dun seem to know what I was toking, den smiled and walked away.... I damn pissed ok!!! He's a bloody mother son F***er TRIPOD... Somemore bring along a tripod so that he can take photos with high level and pretty people... KNN!! He should go take a look at the mirror man....

Only in the afternoon den I know from Botak that he's our cameraman.... If I know, I should have asked another person... Pro in photography oso lor... Better to ask a noob like TRIPOD... Haiz... Then Botak say must give people chance ma... U see la, now how??

Anyway, whenever I see Tripod, I dun like him.... It's just in his face and I just can't help it...
Hmm... Actually if without him, I think I'll enjoy myself better.... Seeing him make me boil....

After the lucky draw,I din win anything :(, we went to Part II... Went to St James in a group of 13... Went to another club, Power House, stayed there, drank there, then went home... Nothing to do much there, so finished quite early....

Overall, enjoyed myself for the night.... Maybe coz I been staying home too much...

Concert to MayDay / Pin Guan / Chen Seng

2006-12-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! Went to the concert to '五月天' proudly sponsored by Aballing. Without her, I won't be able to go lorr... Martell and I got "PREMIER FREE STANDING" Tickets, meaning free to stand anywhere, from the stage front all the way to the toilet... I thought it'll be full house, meaning that we might be at the toilet standing area.... But to our surprise, it's only a third full...

Martell and I was clowning around, shouting for 5566 la, asking Chen Seng to go down faster, Ping Guan to go off faster, so that we can see 5566.... oppsss, I mean '五月天'. I must say, the whole concert only waiting for them la, the other 2 are actually, to pass-by the time... Chen Seng came out 1st, den me and Martell really bored sia... But got 1 TKB and little TKK was happily dancing and cheering for him.... They really into the mood man!! Martell managed to take a not so clear picture of the TKK, but when I turn back, that TKK face black sia... :P

During the whole period, Martell really clowning lorr... Keep on shouting for 5566!! Knn, later kenna bash, go hospital, also dunno done by who sia... But they were totally not bothered, probably becoz they too siao MayDay liao.... Oh, we were lucky to celebrate Ashin, the lead singer's birthday also... They (Chen Seng, Pin Guan) sabo Ashin and wanted him to drink cough syrup (ABC Stout) becoz they are the main sponsors la....

Overall concert is good, with the entertainment on stage, and also the entertainment on ground (Martell)... :P

*Pictures will be uploaded once I get them....

Happy B day to me....

2006-11-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

In another 1 hour 9 mins, it's my 28th B'day... But at this hour, I'm still stuck @ home...
Why?? Blame it on my all-so-ever-weak stomach..... I've got my 13th food poisoning cases for this year on thurs afternoon.... It was the worst I've ever encountered as I was suffering with sever backache as well....

But guess what, back at home, my mum was already suffering from food poisoning... By the time I reach home, I already laid flat on my bed... Although I could feel like going toilet, but the backache is really tormenting me... Anyway, went to see my usual doctor and when asked what happened to me... I replied 'Pls refer to the previous problem, it's the same'.. Zhuai right?? :D
What to do, I 三天两头 kenna this food poisoning stunt...

Anyway, this stunt also came at the right time la... Had not been sleeping enough the past few times... Dunno why, can't really get to sleep before 12 every night... And every working day, gotta wake up at 6... This time round, I slept like for continous 22 hours... :P All my beauty sleep...

Abaling asked me go drinking, but I scared... Later drink liao, go lao again, very cham de... And plus my mum nagging asking me not to go, I decided to stay home and rot, on my b'day lorr... Drinking sessions can go next week la, but must build up my immunity 1st....

Wait till next sat, den I make sure that all get drunk except for me... Hahaha... :P

没烦脑，我没烦脑!

2006-11-18T18:04:00.000+08:00

Guess wat?? Exams over liao.... Haha... And this time round, is NO MORE EXAMS liao.... Wah hahahaha..... To all those friends who are still mugging books, good luck to you.... :P

Haven't got time to really update my blog since as I was busy.... Busy, studying exams.... Busy, going out dinner with friends.... Busy, playing mahjong with my kakis..... Busy, with blah blah blah.... I'm looking forward to my FYP meeting on the 29, although I still do not have the slightest idea of what project to do.... Maybe I'll just write up the project on the assessment of my friend's going to set-up business.... If the project goes well, it should be able to help her to start up and for me to score an 'A' for it... Need to talk to more people to get more information so that I can feed the project 'bull' bigger....

Been playing mahjong 2 times already and going for my 3rd round later... :P Haven't been working out my little fingers for quite sometime, and I knew that they have been longing for some exercise.... :D

Next week is my b'day already, but I still dunno where to go?? Apart for my usual gang, those who wanna jio me out for dinner pls get me out.... Coz I find that I really haven't gone out for quite sometime, going to grow mushroom on my head liao... Haha :P

1 more week...

2006-11-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! 1 more week to exams and I haven't study at all... :(
Oh no.... Think I really need to start studying soon le... Else, sure die liao...

Updates...

2006-10-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hiyo... Looks like haven't been updating for quite sometime... esp after a long list of ranting... :P

Anyway, after the watever u call audit, I din go back to work until tues (Hari Raya - Cho Bo) and today is sort of the 1st day after whatever has happened... Alot of coldness from many people, but I dun give a damn.... Lolz, juz ignored the look given by some... :P

Hehe, a long break after audit... I din go anyway... Juz stayed home and played game WHOLE DAY!!!! YEAH!!! Super cho boh life - I like.... But I still missed the fun which I should have (If I could go taiwan with abaling, haizz)

I thot abaling suppose to come back yest but actually she back on wed ah!!! She should have called me ma.... Tell and show me the fun things there... Although disappointed tt I cant go, but still, can tahan la.. I oso wanna plan 1 trip to taiwan leh.... Who wans come with me??

Dun force me to speak coz I'll now say nothing but the TRUTH!!

2006-10-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

Haiz, lost my cool again... This time round, with the auditor, and my immediate boss... The audtor carefully ask me a question, where i carefully answers his... (must be tactical with him, coz he trys to catch yours words to make it into his advantage).... So I replied to his intent (no hiding) but my boss, dunno she dun understand the question or she's trying to hide from the auditor la... Then the auditor try to catch my words, saying that I said another version which differs from what I've said yesterday.... But his prhasing of question was different from yesterday... Damn, they are sly... Anyway, the way he asks me until I very 'pek chek' with him...
So I show abit of 'tu-lan-ness' to him, whenever he trys to say something, den I'll interrupt saying 'oh, so from you, my guys no need do this liao lor'... Wah, den he change his words quickly oso la.... Trying to change topic oso... Bloody no balls....

Anyway, when my boss says another thing, I show a very 'tu-lan' face in front of them... Coz I feel that she's trying to cover up something... where i dun think it's necessary to cover up... Juz say never do lorr, get NC also no choice ma.... It can wake everyone up.... The job is not done by me solely, but requires everyone's participation... If 1 of them dun do the task, everytime, someone has to clear ir for them.... and most of the time, is me.... Why has it always gotta be me?? So, I've been attacking the auditor, giving tu-lan faces, rasing my voice to stem out on certain issues which i beg to differ... Towards lunch time, the audit says break for lunch, and he went on for his lunch....

After he left, my boss shouted at me in front of my colleagues... 'Wanna fight, after audit den fight can or not? Dun fight here'... Den she ask me go to a seclude place to tok to me why I get so fustrated...

I told her everything which I had in mind... Yes, though I'm highly regarded in the area of work, but that doesn't mean that I have to do everything... I've tried to task out the various people to take certain tasks, but none has came to me to take over the task... The thing is, I'm too junior to hold the post and maybe, i believe, some thinks that who am I to task them to do (especially those who are really more senior than me)... Moreover, the tasks which I had been doing, should be distributed and done by at least 6 people... 1 meeting, 2 emails, 2 times talk with my boss, nothing done.... Past 2 months, I've been burning 1 of my weekends off (meaning I've been playing less mahjong)... The thing here is, am I the only 1 responsible for running the show, while everyone is paid for to do the job.... It not that I din teach them what to do, some of them are juz plain LAZY... People dun like changes, of course, who likes it... But my philosophy is, since you are paid to do your job, you jolly well do it... I've been suffering this 6 men tasks for the past year, complaining about me tasks overload, but still nothing done...

I've highlighted it before the audit on these issues, my boss just kept quiet... Nothing said, or done.... Today, I told her off straight in the face that I'm not going to do anything until she distributes the job.... There were like about 20 over audit findings, i just pre warned her... I'm serious about not doing anything, as long as she dun do anything about the re-allocation... At most, we all die together lorr... I'm prepared to even be interviewed by higher mangement of this improper management by my immediate boss.... Although this immediate treats me very well, but I think I juz had enough...

What makes my blood boil even more is she can tell people that I keep on holding information/tasks and never distributes out... Told her before that I'm in NO position to do that as there are many seniors around.... I've tried to ask for help, but everyone says they are busy with their own things... Come on la, who is not... So, it's not that I wanna hold on to tasks, but unable to distribute....

This whole matter make me realize something important.... Knowing too many things is no good, just know what is necessary to make you perform you job. As a hokkien saying 'kiang jiu ho, mai gae kiang'....

And I've told my boss to keep me out of this audit briefings further, coz if they were to probe further, or say something which I beg to differ, I'll really say nothing but the truth.... I know the consequences will be very great, that is why, I choose to retreat for this audit.... and maybe for the next one (if i'm still in this demanding organisation)

Results

2006-10-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

Finally, my long await exam results was out yesterday... Was expecting an 'A' at least for 1 of the subject, but din get any... Rather disappointed though.... but not so bad la... At least no 'D's this time round... Usually will get 1 lor, but maybe i'm lucky.... :D

Last 2 more papers 2 clear this nov, after which is the start of FYP.... Thereafter, NO MORE EXAMS!!! :D

Ridiculous Audit

2006-10-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

Finally, the moment that I've been waiting for.... THE AUDIT!!!! I'm READY!!!
COME WHAT MAY!!! - Cheong ah!!!!!!!

Anyway, those who wanna jio me out this week, can wait for me till next week??
Coz most likely, I'll be camping in and clearing losta SHIT!!!
I'll become the 夜香' Man... Haha

Blame it on 'Haze' or 'Audit' lorr

2006-10-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today is the day which I'd had to be emcee for Ah Huay, who asked me to be her engrish emcee last week.... Well, I was working yesterday(Prep for audit) and suddenly got a cold... Dunno izzit because of empty stomach, stress or 'Haze', suddenly my nose became a tap, water running like no body's business.... It was dripping ok.... Den came sore and dry throat, and feeling feverish....

Worse thing is my handphone was flat, and I forgot to charge it even.... Was too concentrated in my work, trying to minimise the NCs they can find.... So, was feeling sick by 2000H, but still had 1 big issue to settle :( Hoping to finish it by 2100H, I rushed through my paper-work, but still making sure that everything was in order....

Guess what, I started work at 0800H, working my ass off till 2230H... Phew, it was like 14.5 hrs (minus off 0.5 hrs of lunch time).... Lucky for me, 'Strawberry' helped me on the paper-work, else I could have finished by 2330H lor.... Thanks :D

Because of my sickness, I called Ah Huay, telling her to find back-up if I really goes down... But still, I din want to disappoint her... So I told her I try lorr...

Anyway, when I woke up this morning, nose was still runny, throat was dry and coughing, and feeling feverish still... I still managed to make my way there, but was feeling tired and bad sore throat.... Actually, do not have confident that I'll do well in the emcee-ing.... And guess what, I fucked it up... On the 1st march in of the couple, I spoke like there a frog in my mouth... was croaking and spoke ’一块一块‘ - 1 piece 1 piece... So embarssing man... Damn, think i've let Ah Huay and her hubby down.... Really pai sey lorr.... Haiz, how I wish there's a hole for me to hide man....

Think I'm too nervous upon the 1st march in, probably becoz no confident of performing well... Maybe it's becoz i'm not familiar with my partner (who was from the restaruant ).... Aiyah, whatever it is, I still fucked it up... After going back to my seat, I really wanted to hide ah... But I put up a strong front, putting a smile (behind a pai sey look), trying to act cool.... Haha...

So I told myself that I shouldn't do the same thing again after that... Drank lots of water, so to hydrate myself and my saw saw throat.... Lucky for me, I did not embarrass myself again on the 2nd march in.... Everything went well and smoothly after that :D

Anyway, would like to once again, congratulate Ah Huay and Ah Beng for a blissful wedding.. :P

>> Ah Huay, if you are reading this, please control your temper hor... You're now wife of Ah Beng... May both of you live your lives to the fullest :-)

Emcee for 2nd time

2006-10-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Juz got a call frm Ah Huey an hour ago to ask for help to be her emcee for her wedding... I was abit hesitant becoz it's rather rush la... Her wedding is next sunday lor... Win liao...

But I still din turn her down coz it's so last min and not easy to find la... So, juz said yes lorr... Now only hoping that my audit prep will finish by sat lorr.... *pray*

Anyway, I also quite like the emcee la, now gotta wait for the script, practice abit... den be ready for the big day (din wanna make any mistake la, it's people's one in a lifetime lorr... )

Aircon = Ma Fan

2006-10-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

Have finally installed a aircon in the room... So much cooler :P and better (since the PSI is now reported @ 140).. Actually aircon was installed monday, where alot of the stuff must be moved... Haha, which till now, is not really shifted back yet... :(

Was stifting furniture here and there, alot of hard work and time wasted.... Some more after aircon installation on monday, gotta sweep, mop, clean... Super shag sia... But anyway, still for the better for us... :)

It's soo much cooler...

Y3T3 -> FYP

2006-09-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! I've come to my last month for my lessons... In three weeks time, I'll finish all my lessons which I took, hehe 5 yrs, to complete (I tuang for 2 years la)..... Following that, I am suppose to do a Final Year Project on ASM (UOB Students should know).... Anyway, I really need help coz I got no experience or whatsoever on any companies, i.e. it'll be good if someone can provide help in somewhere or another.... :P

Anyway, if anyone of you who has readily available facts and details of your company, I'd be delighted if you'll be willing to help me out on this FYP of mine... Oh, by the way, ASM is Applied Strategic Management, i.e. analysis of company using SWOT / Porter's 5 forces / PESTEL Analysis.....

Pls help..... Thank you :D

Audit 2006

2006-09-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

This audit is the worst I've done ever since I've been in my job.... Last year, I gotta do other people's job, which I got no choice, but it was still alright.... But this year, itis ridiculous... The area of checks done by the auditors are... I suppose.... EXAGGERATING!!!! The amount of work for tidying up the mess is colossal.... If I were to single-handedly do everything by myself, I'd take at least 1 whole month (without sleep, eat and shite) to finish the work, i.e. 720Hrs or 43,200mins or 2,592,000sec non-stop to finish the tidying up...

Previously, I reported to my BOSS that I'm 50% ready for audit, but tomolo, I'm going to report for only 25%... Haha... After my visit to other places today, I found out that, I'm actually 'Nowhere there'... DIE!!!! HAHA!!! *amittaba*

Sorry to those who dun understand what work I do, coz I can't reveal... :P But whatever it is, i do hope this will end asap, coz if this still carries on.... I might go to my immediate boss for an ER!!!! (If you know what it means :P)

Expectations in Relationships (Part 1)

2006-09-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

Sharlene>> Thanks for the contribution.... Waiting for your other parts... :P

Sharing with those "Puuurrrfect People' like me :(
My comment is "Most likely your expectations might not be met, coz you are just 2 different people. Your love you give will not be in the form of what you have given, but in a different form." I has taken many wrong moves before (this is just one of them), so dun be like me!!!

Very often, the expectations we have of others stem from our own
consciousness, our own psyche, and have little or nothing to do
with the other person.

When we take our own ideals, standards, and values and use them as
benchmarks of whether someone is good enough for us or good enough
to us, we're bringing unhealthy expectations into the relationship.
We then demand that the other person behaves in accordance with 
these expectations. So when he or she eventually does something
that appears to be in deep contrast with the standards we've
projected onto them, we often feel hurt, betrayed, angry and
confused.

Have you ever done something nice for someone that you expected
them to like, but they weren't showing the enthusiasm about it that
you thought they might? It was something you would have appreciated
someone doing for you, so why didn't they like it?              

When we base our perception of our partner using our own beliefs,
values and experiences, we're bound to be disappointed. We may then
begin to drive our partner away by becoming cold and aloof,
unappreciative, selfish and suspicious.

The truth is, people show us exactly who they are and how much they
care for us through their everyday behaviors. They wake up early to
prepare breakfast for us. They know exactly how we like our minced
meat noodles. They leave the last fishball for us. They call almost
everyday during lunchtime to see how we are. They sacrifice sleep to
go shopping for the freshest crabs to make chili crab for us. I
realise the high number of food-related examples, buy hey, I'm
Singaporean - eating is our life!

Give it some thought and you'll realise how many different ways
your partner shows you that he or she loves you. We need to stop
fantasising about how a perfect partner should behave. And we need
to stop suspecting that things are not as they are.

Take a moment to think about someone for whom you have developed a
set of expectations for. How accurate are the assumptions you have
made about this person's feelings and behaviors? Can you see that
many of your expectations of them really revolve around you and
your own feelings, beliefs, hopes, needs, and desires related to
the relationship? 

That these things have been projected onto them?

感触...

2006-09-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

Reading 1 of my fren's post make me feel that I'm a super GOONDO!! WTF!!!
1) Very often, we heard ppl say "There's no right or wrong where affairs of the heart are concerned" ..... Consult the other party to hear his / her view on this, then work out a way tt will be best for both parties.
2) Both r willing parties, and u know wat u r getting into in the first place...... No point saying Sorry and in this case, saying Sorry would be a very irresponsible act!
3) When a woman finds a man she truly loves, she's prepared to do anything for him...... She just wants him to be happy. She's just contented that at least they were together, a moment she'll always cherishes.
4) Dun wait till he/she is gone, then it'll be too late for regrets!... Life is unpredictable! You never know what's going to happen the next moment..

The above 4 points listed are "extracts" from her article "http://jeanchai.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2006/09/post.html" , which I've done wrong... If I'd known or even be more sensitive to know that, I wouldn't had let go of YY... I must say that it was my egoistic character and simplistic mind the "runaway" from problems instead of following my heart.... Questions of "what if..." came to my mind again and again... thinking of the past...

Flashes of memories came back, mostly happy moments, revived... Her smile, joy and voice came to me, so close, as if she's just next to me.... I could hear her laughter from the slly faces I made to her... I could feel her hair, flowing by my face making me soft like a jelly.... I could hear her breath, beside me, making me wanting to hold her so dear that I would never let go...

I've disappointed her, again and again, by wanting to get the easy way out, leaving... How could I do that to her? Knowing that it would hurt her so much, I shouldn't have done it... Wanting to leave her was never in my mind until things crops up... Why do I have to hurt her time after time?

Not sure if anyone knows, but Sin who I was with (after YY), is a mistake by chance... To cut the story short, I just wanted to "correct" the mistake (not sure if I've used the correct word or not)... I muz say that although I was with Sin, I'm must admit that I'm guilty becoz I was still thinking of YY... Not sure if you knew or not, but I sensed that you somehow knew ...

Till now, I still misses YY alot... Although she's been giving me the cold shoulder (abit better nowadays), I still really wanna stand by her..... I know that we'll never be together again, but I do hope that she remains happy (as happy as before).. I hope her current beau (Mr Dawn or Mr Turkey) gives her the happiness she always wanted... And to fulfill her current dreams of touring the Big 'E'....

YY>> Be good, be nice, be true.... For I will always be with you.... :P

2006-09-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

Singapore Gangster Poems (Clear Version)

Check this ganstar poem... Damn Entertaining !!!

Longggg timeee

2006-09-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

Yo.... Haven't been updating my blog for sometime liao.... Friends, this is not the 'new toilet bowl' effect, as in those who describe as something new... But I really have been busy working....

Have been going back even on saturdays and sundays, but still unable to finish... I really hope to finish it asap... Else, sure kenna hang!!!

But all these working oso good la... Prevents me from thinking too much... Hehe... Will tend to think of 'the past', which will make me ponder, wonder and sad... Haiz.. So, working is GOOD!! :D

Neighbour

2006-09-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

Finally met and chatted with my friendly neighbours (old eurasian couple) who were going out while I was on my way to work.... Auntie keeps complaining about uncle always locking the door two times.... I presume he felt safer that way ba... Anyway, auntie asked me a question, "How long have you been in the force and what are u doing". I told her the answer and she replied, 'Oh, my son, also in air force... but no more working"... I was thinking... "Oh, must be early release or something la"... But later, uncle said "My son finished the bond"

Wahhhhh..... I still thought their son was in his late 40s... No man, he should be 50s near 60s liao.. Now I'm wondering how old are they... ???

Women VS Cars (in Chinese)

2006-09-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

女人与(车)

女孩（模型车）可看不可用
少女（展览车）好看不许用
老婆（私家车）只需自己用
情妇（无牌车）只能偷偷用
酒女（计程车）有钱就搭用
妓女（巴士车）每天多人用
任尧（电单车）前后能使用
老妇（老爷车）畅怀不敢用

Butoh Clown Officer

2006-09-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Think I'm at war with many people these few days... Haiz, is not something which I want but I feel that sometimes, there are somethings which should be fair, especially when work in particular... I dun mind doing, but it feels real sucky if it's not your job (AT ALL) and you still have to make sure it happens...

My 'Butoh Clown Officer' antagonize me again today... Something which we're suppose to have, but we're not aware because of his lacking skills in follow-up... The best is he wants us to do the escort, make sure the thing is up and report to him, without him even having the courtesy to let us know there's such a thing happening... and not forgetting, him not even lifting a finger... I already know his pattern that he'll not do anything, but din expect that he dun even have basic courtesy.. Somemore can get 30 years service award, with $1000 ok!! Bloody hell, I wonder what does he has to deserve it ah!!!

Back to the story, apparently until the contractor calls, den we know got such a thing happening... Thereafter, I still gotta call him and ask him what is it about, who is coming, etc, etc... He still got the cheek to ask me ensure that the thing must be done.... To cut the story short, somehow, somewhere there's some problems encountered... The contractor wanted to come back again tomolo to make sure that thing is up, but we told him to wait for our call coz we need to get clearance....

Somehow, that 'Clown Officer' can call me and say how come my colleague insisted the contractor to come in(because the thing must be done) when it's not required... Mind you, my colleague did not say that, else he won't have called me to settle the clearance already... He still can comment that because of his insistance that contractor must come in, the big shots now confused why there's a need for the clearance for the contractors, it's all the fault of my colleague, due to poor training, not handled over properly.... I 'shoot' him back by saying "Even if my colleague did insist him to come back tomolo, who said the thing must be done?" "You!!"... Haha, then he got "stunned" and hung up the phone....

Now, I super buay song ah.... Wonder what he told my Boss ah, so going to shoot a email to clarify things... Dun wanna put a spot in my colleague and clear up the training we have in my place.... I seriously think that it should be HIM, and his ball-less ASSisitant, to go for the most basic "Courtesy"!!!

Safety Award

2006-09-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Oh, finally.... Dynamo gets his safety award for l@@king out!!! It's been quite sometime and I thought they only say say only.... Well, muz say thanks to him becoz he was vigilant enough to see the FOD, else the rest of us will sure get it, BIG TIME!! U deserve this award!!

Life's fragile

2006-09-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

Attended Corny's grandmother(gm) "Song Ka" last friday... Could see the sadness within her though she din show it... Her gm had been on morphine for the past 6 months and prolonging death... It's kinda sad for her as she goes back and visit her gm often... For her, I hoped she recovers soon enough and gets over it asap...

During the period I was there, I kinda envy her alot... She's very closely kitted to her aunties and cousins.... Come to think of it, i was never close to any of my cousins before, be it paternal or maternal.... Never close to me relatives nor grandparents... Somehow, it seems like I'm living in a world of my own... Dunno whether izzit good or bad.... But still somehow envy others of the close relationships....

Somehow, I was thinking that if one day I were to come to that stage, I'd not want to suffer longer than expected... If there's a faster time for me to leave, I'd want to do it quickly... Prolonging will only make the love ones suffer longer, in terms of mentally, physically and monetary..... Most importantly, for me, leaving without any regrets is what I wished.... though I still have 1 regret, which I'm trying hard to dismiss.... :(

Police & Thief

2006-09-04T18:16:00.000+08:00

Haha.... Nowadays, there's a change in the type of work in the police and thief lines....
Now, thieves (pirates) sell kway kway @ coffee shops, while police (decoys) sells illegal cigarettes... It's until I saw it myself, or else, I'll always think that it'll only happen in HK serials where police decoy themselves as road sweepers, roadside vendors, etc....

It's quite entertaining to see those people buying illegal cigarettes from those decoys.... :D
After they thought that they would get the cheap cigarettes, they are given a note 'You are fined $200'.... Haha, so dumb!!

Get Smart not Act Smart

2006-08-30T23:39:00.001+08:00

There a good Hokkien Saying "Kiang Jiu Ho, Mai Gei Kiang" or in chinese "聪明就好，不要假聪明" meaning "Smart is good enough, but don't act smart"..... Dun ask me who is the one who triggered whatever Devilish things I'm doing back at work liao.... Think before you ask me, coz 'U r most likely 1 of the black sheep'.....

Btw, NO MORE MR NICE GUY!!!!

Uncool

2006-08-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

I lost my cool today.... Usually at work, I'm always smiling, sometimes tends to groan and complain about workload, stress at studies and other minor minor stuff, but has never really lost my temper... Think I was unable to control it today and lost it.... Though I did not shout at anyone, but I just get so stubborn on that thing (work related, can't describe here) to be done... Many of them requested to do it the next day, 1st thing in the morning, and for some once they come back for whatever reasons... But I juz told them, I dun care, I juz want it done by 2359H TODAY!! Whoever do not do it, will know what they'll get.... I dun mind even they submit next year, they just get punished for not handing it up only...

I personally think that I've really been too nice to the guys back at work liao.... Maybe they take me for granted, taken me for a ride..... Had many thoughts during my bus trip to Tanah Merah MRT & on the train ride to school... Had I been too nice to them that they take it their way? Or just that I've been too slack with them already?? Rank aside, I think that work is work.... Whenever a task is given to me, I'll do my utmost best to perform it to my best ability.... Regardless of how minor or major the task was....

Maybe I'm a workaholic, cannot really slack for long time, will feel very very restless.... For me, I've only once surf the web (for my personal stuff, becoz it was urgent) once in my workplace, during office hours... Not that I wished that the guys back at work are like me, but at least, take pride in what you do.... If you have done whatever tasks assigned to you and you really got nothing better else to do, go ahead and surf net/play game.... I'm not bothered.... But if something which I've reminded again and again to do, but you instead of doing it, was playing game/surfing net, do you think you're being responsible?? And this, actually happened to me this afternoon on one of my favourite trainee.... Anyway, it was about 3pm den, and I thought 'well, still early, maybe he'll do it later'.... but when it's time to go back, i think he realize that he probably forgotten that he had to do the stuff I asked him to do.... I felt very pissed off becoz of my numerous reminders (many days and at least 2 times today), he still pull this stunt....

Anyway, before that, my superior actually pissed me off as well... to cut the story short, did alot of coordination for something to happen next week, but just becoz of her 'not enuf la, must at least 2 more times' make me very mad at her.... Argued with her that the coordination was very difficult to accomodate by the other party and that I'll be super busy with the audit stuff, she insisted to do it 2 more times.... I quited the conversation and juz said 'okok' and hung up... Super DL that time.... (the 2 more times can be done on other days, but she just want it before that day, else postpone)...... Anyway, it was her who triggered me to have reacted that way....

I know that I'll bound to encounter more of this sucky thing when I outta the place, but at least, I believe the scope of job will not be as intensified as what I'm dealing with now... With the amount of paperwork, small tie-ups, other kuching-kurat things to handle, outside world is nothing compare as now.... Even my M'sia detachment cannot fight the amount of work I have here.... Haha, actually had a fast thought juz now.... Wanted to ask for ER!!!

Anyway to end off here, one word of advise to all my frenz back @ work (if you are reading this), whatever you do back there, everyone have eyes to see... Sometimes, people just dun talk about it, but when they start talking, you'll most likely be partially paralyze and worse still, make others suffer.... with you..... So dun be the one who f-up other people's life (or maybe, I've already f-up some of yours??) hehe :P

CHANGE: The truth on man... and woman....

2006-08-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

Witness something last night which triggered me many old memories.....

Finally realised that both man and woman had 1 thing in common..... CHANGE....

Whenever they are unhappy with their love, they CHANGE, sometimes faster, sometimes slower... It's just a matter of time....

Was thinking of my relationship with 'Xiao Pau' previously... Was it becoz I was too harsh, my short temperament, frequent impatient behavior and other numerous queer behavior which I possessed previously made her leave me?? Or was it that someone steps into her life, regardless of how well or how bad I treat her?

I came to a conclusion that 'Man/Woman' tends to compare, their past/present/future... I believe this happens to everyone and anyone.... They tend to compare the guy/gal they are with now, known lately and those who came into in their lives. If the love they have now sucks, it's only catalyst to make it drift further.... If the love bond is strong, these individuals will still compare, in the subconscious mind....

Many couples find themselves unknowingly falling in love to each other becoz of the 'unconscious mind' There's a presence of strength in everyone's subconscious mind.... It only how much you can curb it and control.... I believe that not many can do it, but I do know some which is able to....

I muz say that CHANGE in everyone (and in their partners) are inevitable... It's how much you control the change and how much you talk to your parnter about such changes, which will lead to a strong relationship....

I'd done many wrongs and didn't have the chance to correct them after the CHANGE took effect. For this, I got nothing to say "我仁命"

But for wrongs which I was given chance to CHANGE and did not, I REGRET!!!
Till now, I still "放不下".......

Therefore, I urge all to look into your relationships seriously, determine how important your partner is to you, do the necessary CHANGE(S) which muz be done, talk to one another and start leading a fulfilling life... Dun waste your life just like me.... Somethings are irrevocable...

Busy week.... All becoz of audit...

2006-08-26T15:36:00.000+08:00

This week was a very hectic week for me especially when we're preparing for audit... Wah biang eh.... So many paper work to back-track, many things which we suppose to do, was not done until we learnt from others... on top of that, i still must do my primary duties, secondary duties which is to ensure all training is still carried out... Be driver, take trainees, do sai kang... and forever never ending.... But nevertheless, I still enjoy my work... Probably becoz I'm a workaholic and I dun like to nua one corner doing nothing la.... Juz can't stand it.... Which is why I always looking for something to do... :P

Think i'll stay over work place for longer hours, and inclusive of my 2-days per week lessons, i'll have relatively less time to write my blog liao... hopefully, We can get over and done with this audit and move on... And I really wish my taiwan trip come true.....

1st gathering with classmates

2006-08-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

It's kinda rather funny coz we (MJQ, Amateur Star and me) finally have a gathering with classmates (Mixer, Peanuts, Feline and Micro) after 20 months together in the same class.... And the best is that it's already towards the end of the course.... Haha, come to think of it, how come we din organise such things during year 2?? (Maybe I low profile la... :P)

Anyway, we went for dinner (only 4 of us), den adjourned for K... MJQ, for some reasons, is already in her 30s, but still gotta listen to her mama's orders.... To go back home... Haha... I am very surprised by Peanut's talent... I think he should go join Project Superstar lorr.. He's young, handsome and sings very well man.... Seriously, if u read my blog, I think you should really consider joining... I believe all of us will support u!! And Mixer is a guy who is '真人不陋象'. He also can sing very well.... His hokkien and cantonese songs is very powderful ah... As for Feline, her singing not so bad la... still can hear... not so bad till ear can bleed type... :P MJQ's english songs '果然是' dun play play ah.... I think she used to go K during her times in NZ.... Amatuer Star and Micro, both dun really sing.... Think they need more training sessions... Haha

After K, we went down to Central Mall for drinks... When we reach there, it was already 1.30am but we din want to leave early... So, we were hunting for a pub which at least, closes at 3... Finally managed to find 1 'She-Shadow' which closes at 3... We went in, ordered and 'Ta' the 1st glass.... An unexpected incident happen while Peanuts was preparing our 2nd drink.... This '妹妹' waitress came back to our table and said '我的水呢?' I was quite shock to hear wat she said, so I din bother abt it.... Den Peanuts reacted by pointing at a glass.... So the waitress drank and went off.... After that, I turned around and asked Peanuts, 'Hey, I din know they got such service'... Haha....

Peanuts introduced a new game to me... It's called the 'number game' using poker cards.... This is how the game goes...
1/2/3 - You can arrow the number of people to drink
4 - Play group (5/10), winner arrow someone to drink
5 - Play (5/10) with someone, loser drinks
6 - 'Name the pub' - Can keep the card and put out anytime, the last person to name the pub,
drinks
7 - 'Action Card' - Can keep the card and put out anytime, you do an action and everyone to
follow, the last person to follow the action, drinks.
8 - 'Rebound Card' - Can keep the card and put out anytime, and rebound to whoever arrow you
to drink
9 - Can arrow someone to drink the full glass
10 - Can arrow someone to drink half a glass
J - 'Avoid Card' - Throw out to avoid being arrowed to drink
Q - 'Kamakazi Card' - You take the card, you drink half a glass
K - 'End game Card' - Once all four Kings appeared on the floor, the game is ended and restarts.

Overall the game quite funny becoz you get to sabo people to drink, self-snooked, and can aim to play 5/10 with people who din really know how to play... :P

P.S.>> Too bad MJQ din come along.... Else, I think it'll be her who drinks the most... (considering her to be the most blur among all, haha).... :P

Lying vs Trust

2006-08-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

Happen to come across someone's blog and saw this.... Would like to share with you guys....

It takes one's trust to break all barriers of lies, and it takes just one lie to break all trusts.

Which route will you take?

Trust is hard when there is no understanding of why the action is taken.
Lying is easy when there is no understanding of how it feels to be decieved.

Trust is hard when one's memory only registers the bad things you did.
Lying is easy when one's memory only registers that this is the only way out.

Trust is hard when you hold your ego too high.
Lying is easy when you mix your integrity with insecurity.

... ... or ... ...

Trust is easy when there is understanding of why the action is taken.
Lying is hard when there is understanding of how it feels to be decieved.

Trust is easy when one's memory only registers the good things you did.
Lying is hard when one's memory registers that the only way out is to talk things out.

Trust is easy when you hold your integrity high.
Lying is hard when you do not have responsibility.

Whichever route you choose, you lead your life, choose you destiny....
For those who know me, I'll choose TRUST!! For sure!!!

Innovative ideas from China

2006-08-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

Wah biang eh... Now den i realise how 'clever' people can be... This classic example shows how to market and sell thumb-drives (you probably have thought of it, but will you do it??)

Introducing the revoluntary 2006 best selling thumb drive all the way from China...

Interested?? Pls contact me... Haha, I make 1 for you....

Quite sometime.....

2006-08-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm... looks like I haven't been updating for sometime liao... Have been tied up with activities, BB club members, work and now skool just started.. again :(

Anyway, had a great on last sat with my usual gang... Corny, Diver and Abaling.... Went to check out the last day of the fireworks... Lousy la, nothing much leh... That day's fireworks seems to be themed 'colours of the sky'.... Standard colours will show @ each segment, no variety there... Quite disappointing especially so it's the last show for this year.... Or probably, maybe we just din have the right spot.... :P

Thereafter, we went to 'Sahara' @ Boat Quay... Main purpose, to try out 'SheSha'... For those who doesn't know what 'SheSha' or 'Shui Yen' is, it's ok... Coz that night was the 1st time I ever heard of it and tried it... Anyway, it's sort of a kind of 'tarification' system, where flavoured (mixed fruit, cherry, straberry, cola, grape, etc) tobacco is at the top of a water purification system... Somehow, when you smoke it, the flavoured tobacco passes through the water system, and you are literally smoking the 'purified' tobacco ... :&

And on mondayI had to wake up @ 3.30am and be @ work by 4.30am... Shiong ah!!! But the good thing is that I can go back by 1pm, hehe... Just when I thought I can sleep throughout after work, MJQ called me for Mj lorr... What else?? Haha..... After much hesitation, I've decided to go coz I haven't been playing for quite sometime with them oso...

These few days, either busy with work or skool lorr... Especially just started and the subjects are calculations related, just hoping that it wun be that difficult la... Some more need to consider my FYP project sypnosis... Still lost now leh.... :(

Lost now..... and still searching for the one.......

Big Bun 'Da Bao'

2006-08-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

Haha, guess what?? My mum saw 'Da Bao' last night... Doing her once a year stunt again, Tigeress 'Tiger beer waitress' She said that 'Da Bao' used to be smaller in size 'Xiao Bao' but now her size is BIG... Hehe... She some more can message me to ask me come down and verify whether was it 'Da Bao' or not... But I din bother la.... For what??

Taiwan trip

2006-08-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

'Abaling' jio me to go taiwan with her n fwen and the best is that she got taiwan fwenz (can bring us to the best places and best foodie :D) But.... but.... I've got audit till 20 Oct la, and they departing on 19 lorr... sianzz... Dunno whether can get leave or not... else, think I'll not go liao (although I really wanna go coz it's the best timing before my exams and I really want a break ah).....

Need 2 wait for 'Ah Boy' to come back from Switizerland, den go '拜拜' @ TPK....
So that I can go... Hehe :P

FYP Project

2006-08-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

'死了' project submission on 16 and now I still '没有' a clue on how and what to do... Although got 2 projects with me, but they can only be used as reference :( Haizzzz.... Howwwwwwwww???

snake??

2006-08-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

Was on duty yesterday for 24hrs and was activated due to a snake spotted... 'Alamak, I never eat snake, the snake come disturb la'.... But funny thing is, what can I do if I was there?? Cannot catch, cannot disturb, just look??? I might as well eat snake.... Hehe... :P Anyway, I din have time to respond and the snake slip away eventually....

Tarification???

2006-08-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

I saw a poster when I was waiting for my LS medicine this morning...
It says: 'Tar-ification (noun) the process of blacken one's lungs deliberately'..

Used to hear 'Powder-ful', 'Cheem-melogy', 'Loh-soh-ism' & today is a proper engrish word... :D
Delicated to all my smoking frenz...

3rd day of LS-ing

2006-08-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

Have got many frenz with constipation but PS-ing has nvr been a problem for me... :P
But I never expect to LS, especially for 3 straight days... everyday abt 6 times till legs also weak liao.... haha... :D

Anyway, if things still dun go well... will c my doc tml morning.... Coz I really buay tahan liao la...
Juz hope that things get well, before NDP.... Hehe :P

Part 2 - Merlion

2006-08-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

Prceeded for Part 2 @ DBL-O as another sis 'Corny' has frenz there... I was actually contemplating whether to go or not coz I got a terrible tummy ache (also felt like vomitting) which made my back and heart ache.. Since I haven't been going out wif my gang, I decided to 'cheong' for it and hopefully watever I drink can numb my pain... Hehe :D

Oh, haven't been going clubbing and drinking for a long time and I felt so old ah.... The crowd there ma-chiam very young lorr... Anyway, was drinking whatever people pass me and was mixing whatever drinks is there... As the pain comes, I drink more....

And guess what, juz as we were going back to 'Diver's' bike to collect 'Abaling's' notebook (laptop not pocket type where you write notes on it want :D), I was merlion-ing like there's no tommorrow.... I think is mostly water coz I din have dinner, therefore no FOD la (doesn't look disgusing also) => P.S. 'Abaling' pls do not put up my merlion photos please, sibei pai sey 1... Thanks :P

Oh anyway, I was not really totally drunk that day, coz I can still rememeber many things which I've said and done... Still remember that they were asking for my address... 1 suggested to check my IC (which is not updated yet), the other said know how to go but dunno the street name, and also suggested to call 'Ah Boy' (he's in Germany leh)... Anyway, all of them dunno what is the street name la, only know how to go only....
They kept asking my address, I gave them my email address, blog address instead... Haha...

Eventually, we boarded a cab and 'Abaling' insisted to sent me home 1st... On the cab, I did more merlion stunts, which I think I should give myself 5stars oso (coz I never vomit so much before) Anyway, I managed to get home without much problems and fell straight into slumberland, half-naked, without bathing and with my contacts on.... :P

Overall, I enjoyed my day!!! :D

The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift

2006-08-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

Went out wif my gang to watch the long-waited "Tokyo Drift"

It's about some people racing here and there, dunno for what purpose (maybe act cool la)
Although I dunno what's the plot about but I enjoyed the drifting stunts so much and muz say it's a 5star for stunts.....

As for my sister, 'Abaling', she was going gaga over the character 'Han' in the show and keep saying he very cool lah!!! Haha :D

Oh, btw there's a phrase within the movie that I think it's meaningful and I'd like to share
'Life is simple, you make choices and don't look back' -> Don't you think it's true??

Anyway, check out the trailers @ http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1808715999/trailer

To those who like to microwave their food.... STOP NOW!!!

2006-08-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

Please read the article below and if you dun believe do the experiment yourself!!!!
Stop microwaving your food... else

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Microwaved Water - See what it does to plants

Below is a science fair project. In it she took filtered water and divided it into 2 parts. The first part she heated to boiling in a pan from the stove, and the second part she heated to boiling in a microwave. Then after cooling she used the water to water two identical plants to see if there would be any difference in the growth between the normal boiled water and the water boiled in a microwave. She was thinking that the structure or energy of the water may be compromise by microwave. As it turned out, even she was amazed at the difference...

"I have known for years that the problem with microwaved anything is not the radiation people used to worry about, It's how it corrupts the DNA in the food so the body can not recognize it. So the body wraps it in fat cells to protect itself from the dead food or it eliminates it fast. Think of all the Mothers heating up milk in these "Safe" appliances. What about the nurse in Canada that warmed up blood for a transfusion patient and accidentally killed them when the blood went in dead. But the makers say it's safe. Never mind then, keep using them. Ask your Doctor I am sure they will say it's safe too. Proof is in the pictures of living plants dying. Remember You are also Living. Take Care. "

FORENSIC RESEARCH DOCUMENT

Prepared By: William P. Kopp
A. R. E. C. Research Operations
TO61-7R10/10-77F05
RELEASE PRIORITY: CLASS I ROO1a
Ten Reasons to Throw out your Microwave Oven
From the conclusions of the Swiss, Russian and German scientific clinical studies, we can no longer ignore the microwave oven sitting in our kitchens. Based on this research, we will conclude this article with the following:

1). Continually eating food processed from a microwave oven causes long term - permanent - brain damage by "shorting out" electrical impulses in the brain [de-polarizing or de-magnetizing the brain tissue].
2). The human body cannot metabolize [break down] the unknown by-products created in microwaved food.
3). Male and female hormone production is shut down and/or altered by continually eating microwaved foods.
4). The effects of microwaved food by-products are residual [long term, permanent] within the human body.
5). Minerals, vitamins, and nutrients of all microwaved food is reduced or altered so that the human body gets little or no benefit, or the human body absorbs altered compounds that cannot be broken down.
6). The minerals in vegetables are altered into cancerous free radicals when cooked in microwave ovens.
7). Microwaved foods cause stomach and intestinal cancerous growths [tumors]. This may explain the rapidly increased rate of colon cancer in America.
8). The prolonged eating of microwaved foods causes cancerous cells to increase in human blood.
9). Continual ingestion of microwaved food causes immune system deficiencies through lymph gland and blood serum alterations.
10). Eating microwaved food causes loss of memory, concentration, emotional instability, and a decrease of intelligence.

Have you tossed out your microwave oven yet?
After you throw out your microwave you can use a toaster oven as a replacement. It works well for most and is nearly as quick.
The use of artificial microwave transmissions for subliminal psychological control, a.k.a. "brainwashing", has also been proven. We're attempting to obtain copies of the 1970's Russian research documents and results written by Drs. Luria and Perov specifying their clinical experiments in this area.

Praful S Vaghela

>> Source of article: http://www.nidokidos.org/

1st day of work.....

2006-07-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

Arrgghhhh, what a day?? My 1st day of work after 1.5 weeks of leave, staying @ mac.... Seems like it'll be a long month for me in Aug becoz of audit la!!! Alot to tidy up, i.e. clear shit.... :( Anyway, although today is the 1st day... Still managed to have some free time to check my email (which was closed since 21st july, hehe)... leaving me more time to do my stuff.... Pls lor, I never skive ok... But gotta plan what I have to do for the whole month, what target to achieve.... Haizzz.... But lucky for me, Xena passed me her new 'grass', which kept me awake and alive throughout... (Like I say, I'll make myself @ home, taking a spoonful everyday, hehe :D )

Anyway, woke up @ 8am and while preparing myself for work.... Juz wanted to 'check' how much weight I've gained during my past 10 days of 'torture'.... OMG!!! 10 days = 3kgs..... think if I join WWE, will be in the medium weight category liao.... hehe.... :D

Oh, and glad to hear that 2 of my guys, Ganja and Canto, both passed their GWT exams!!! Congrats.... Emm... As for Dessert, Magic and Spokesman, better luck and please please study HARD!!! As for my favourite Stunt-man aka Puppet, should consider lucky that u on mc.... But please put in effort oso OK?? Dun do stunts fall down else next time roun still mc hor....
(note that this time fail, should be either Cockroach or Bossinni interview, 3rd time, ROVW)

I heard a sad news today..... Now they are very stringent on BMI.... Die liao.... with my weight now @ 70Kg (I know dun look like right)... wait till u see me with my new haircut now.... (My face bloated lorrr).. Oh, anyway... BMI now standard is 25.... and for the benefit of those who DUN KNOW what BMI is... It's Body Mass Index, calculated using Weight / Square of Height (m).... And mine is 24.22 (max I calculate can go is 72Kg, after that, I'm considered OVERWEIGHT!!!.... Anyway, I not so concerned abt weight 1 lor.... But this is going affect my career and most importantly.... BONUS!!!!! (Imagine 1st time is ROVW, 2nd is LOW liao ah... Dun play play ah)

So, I'm now appealling to those who wants to keep fit, wants to lose weight, got nothing better else to do, stays in Singapore, wants company, health concious, come join me for a run.... I'm actually thinking of at least jogging once a week la... And if got more time, twice a week.... Dun think i can afford 3 times coz I still got lessons la :(

Last day @ Mac

2006-07-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Well, I must say that me & MJQ are the longest staying customers of ECP Mac for the past 10/11 days.... Have been there since the start, till the eve of our last paper .... We were there studying, surfing, chatting, sleeping, searching (for power points la), and of coz easting MacFood and drinking lotsa MacDrinks... Have some kind of attachment there ah.... Imagine straight 10 days, without fail, everyday there.... I was wondering whether MacStaff work there straight 10 days or not?? Hehe :D

Anyway, would still like to thank all who we have met there... Include the couple who was there, a few days and giving up the seats to us... :D Cheers to Mac!!!!

Amateur Star's KKJ boi "咕咕叫"

2006-07-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

Introducing...... KKJ boi , where the KKJ glows when she has an urgent call... :D

2 more trips to Zen

2006-07-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

Again... I went to Zen for dinner for another 2 more times.... All becoz me and MJQ din want to to eat Mac liao... sit there, already kenna the smell, moreover eaten Mac for few days liao...

Anyway, my 2nd trip to Zen, I had spaghetti with salmon... Nice!!!

3rd Visit (26 July) was even better, we had Ah Keong and Amateur Star who joined us for dinner.... I had 'Thai curry seafood w rice' and Star had 'dunno what crab mee sua'.. After that, (very expensive) deserts taken was their tiramisu and some mushroom ice cream...

Comments for Zen restaurant:
Food - Very fresh and good, but make sure got stocks!!!
Price - reasonable but deserts very ex
Service Quality - Overall very good service, but staff muz learn to be more careful and not tripping over... Hehe :D

Super Boh"没" Mood

2006-07-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Haizz.... Damn sian now, since 12pm after my exams.... Spotted the exam questions "zun zun" but.... dun remember any points after that... :( Maybe dun have 'eclipse' to perk me up during the exams la...

Expected to get a 'A' for this paper, thought can write 10 over pages, at least ask for another booklet, but only managed to squeeze thru 7 pages for 2 questions... Now hoping for a pass only.... Just now, all the while, damn moody la...

But managed to get my mood back after when 'Mahjong Queen (MJQ)' - '麻将后' bet with me...
She said if I can get 'B' for this paper, I'll have to treat her... HAHA!! IMPOSSIBLE!!
So after that, I took the bet la, of coz dun mind getting a 'B' and treating her, but... unless.... miracle happen la....

Anyway, had several bets with 'MJQ' la.... All on exams 1...
For RSM paper, if you get a 'C' - small treat & 'B' - Big treat (looking @ Equinox or Lawry's) hehe :D
Otherwise, if you get 'D' or 'F' (touch wood) I TREAT YOU!!! -> Seriously, I dun think she'll fail coz she always like to 'BS'... She writes 11 pages lorr... Come out tell me fail!! "骗人"

Anyway, not much importance of the treat but more for all to pass la... I hope all subjects pass for this term la... Have 1 fail badly liao, dun want another case...

Happy that my last paper is on this saturday la... FINALLY!! After that, prob 3 more papers, 1 project, den I graduate liao!!! YEAH, YEAH!!! :D

Advertisement - Alterations of clothes for Male/Female + sewing of anything on fabric

2006-07-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

Dear friends,

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Pls give her a call @ 96217238 (Amy) before you come down to:
Blk 201D, #01-1159, Tampines St 21 (Outside Mei Tai Mei Salon)

Map taken from www.streetdirectory.com

Thanks... :D

Singapore Meat Out Week (22 - 30 July)

2006-07-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

Juz heard from my veggie friend that there's a week delicated to 'Meat Out' aka, 'No Meat Allowed' for Singapore... So funny, even got vegetarian week liao.... I wonder what to expect for next time, was hoping for a 'Work Out' aka 'No Work Allowed' for a week.... haha, how nice... :P

Anyway, check out this website, www.singaporemeatout.org......
Very organize and it even got it's own pledge ok..... Dun play play ah.....

Thinking of pledge, maybe I'll post out the 'Mahjong Pledge' sometime later, for the benefit for those who haven't sworn in... Anyway, can set-up mahjong association or not?? I'd like to fight for presidentship... So, we allocate 1 week for Mahjong, den all mahjong players have to swear!! Haha :D

Yummy-licious dinner @ ECP - Zen Restaurant (Ante 好借绍)

2006-07-24T03:05:00.000+08:00

借

Woah, it's already 3am?? Have been working on my exam notes and din take notice of my time... Nevertheless, I wanna continue my blog... Therefore, I'm back, ready to share something.... :D

Last night dinner was sumptuous... Although it's sort-of those common food which you have heard of, but the taste is definately different.... Anyway, last night dinner was @ Zen Restaurant (the on ejust beside MacDonald's skate thru entrance). Too bad I couldn't get a nice pic on the store-front, it'll be a much clearer picture!!

Had an appetizer- mango prawn roll... Superb becoz of the freshness of the prawn fillings... OMG!! So heavenly.. Haha :D Main course, as recommended by the waiter, was 'Thai Spicy Curry Laksa'... Well, warning for those who have low spicky tolerances like me... Ask for less spicy... Else, you'll be like me.... Eating, perspiring all the way....

Had been eating MacDonald's for lunch/dinner since wednesday... Anyway, was there becoz I couldn't stay @ home to study, will surely slumber all the way... Anyway, for those who dunno, ECP Mac has got some power plugs for you to hook your laptops on.... Have been using their power and internet since wed and will be there till fri (I suppose), but I got patronize "朋场" hor ... Anyway, Thank You MacDonalds!!!! for your great efforts for improving your service standards... :D Oh, I think I saw some other stall further down, selling SteamBoat Buffet!!! Haha, will wanna go try 1 of these days.. Hehe

So friends, if you happen to pass-by @ ECP Mac these few days, come look for me!!! Chat with me for awhile, before I go bonkers......

"Living Hugs"

2006-07-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

Haven't been dreaming for a long time (at least > 6 months), and this is a story on a dream which I had yesterday night, and it goes like this....... (its abit dramatic, but it it seems so real)
"有点象排戏"

War broke out, against human-kind, on the other side was - man. It was chaotic and the whole scenario was devastaed. People was running around, shouting for help, some praying... Big machines were everywhere, destroying every man it see on the streets.. Warning sirens were sounded to advise people to stay at home...

I hurriedly went home and turned on the news and saw the destruction made. Then, an advertisement showing that a company is selling solutions to be immune to the killings, i.e. a protective force shield is created, after having the jab. I'm still young and have many things-undone, therefore, decided to go for it...

Somehow, I got to the company (vivid memory, dun know how I get there also) and was waiting for my turn... Apparently, some guys came out, showing off their "new powers".. Seeing this, I'm more determined to go in for the simple op.

After which, when my turn came, I was led to another room to get my op done.. The doctor explained to me that it's only a jab, therefore, there's no need to worry... After the jab, I felt faint.. The nurse then led me to another room, where many other guys were seated. then came this big guy, who told us that the jab we had was toxic and we would die within the next 24 hours. The company is actually a set-up by the people engaging the war.. instead of spending money on weapons to kill, they use decoy like such to kill... I could see that some guys, who was here before me, started to coughing blood.. in the meantime, the big guy, has already fled..

The next moment, the sky was dark and I saw myself @ the place where the female lead (for simplicity, lets call her YY) is staying.. YY is the girl that I've been loving and the one which I've hurt and disappoint the most... Anyway, while I was @ her void deck, I was already starting to cough out blood.. I messaged her (in no condition to talk) "YY, I'll wish to see you for the last time, so I can die with no regrets". By the time I sent the message, I was already feeling very weak and lying on a bench, with a bloodied hankerchief and seemed to me that I was dying in no time..

Subsequently, I heard footsteps coming towards my direction and I saw that it was her... She came and saw and immediately hugged me.... At this moment, there an adrenalin of strength within me, but still unable to speak... She didn't ask me anything as well, but continued to hugged me tightly, like a child, unwilling to let go of its favourite toy, crying.. Miraculously, I slowly regained my consciousness and a little strength and stopped coughing... (about 1 or 2 hours or so)

I told her what happened to me and she says she'd already heard of such things happening to her friends.. She started crying and said that no one actually survived from the jab... I told her not to cry since what is done, cannot be undone. I told her that I was actually feeling better, after her hug, and was already very contented to see her, at least for the last time. I tol her I might had somehow stole some time from L W Yan against death..

I saw that she's somehow dressed for some function and asked her whether she needs to go.. She said she actually have a company's function but wanted to spend the rest of my time with me...

>> At this point of time, I woke up already... Tried hard to go back to the dream but can't...
Therefore, I hope you guys can give me some suggestions to end off this dream, beautifully.. :P

De Beginning

2006-07-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

"Aiyah, busy la", "Mala-wu-eng", "没有空啦!!" are the excuses for the friends who wanted me to start blogging long long time ago... :P Actually, I always wanted to start, but the thought of maintaining it.... Haizz....

Finally, something "special" "特别" that happened made me wanted to start it right-away... A very interesting and heart-felt dream made me wanting to share this to everyone... This dream, titled "Living Hugs" actually happened last night (after 0130H), but it ended 0515H, without an ending... I tried going back to sleep to get the ending, but couldn't... Therefore, I hope that some of you, can help me end of this dream, by giving it a beautiful ending by publishing your comments up...

I'm sorry that I might not be able to post up new posts coz my 1st paper is on this fri and last is next sat, 29 July. But I promise to put up whatever I can after that, irregardless how shallow it can be... :D

I hope after this beginning, there'll be more happenings.... (Maybe I can get 100k hits by August or something else)